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我想逃离这星球！
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
i'm soooo tired now.. wanted to slp but presentation moment kept floating in my mind.. yes!! indeed i screwed up my part!! i dunno why my mind just totally gone blank, i ytd practice the whole night, woke up early just to practice again before meeting up my groupmates to rehearse together. In the end i'm like a fool standing there.. haiz.. I'm so sorry to my groupmates, i'm truly truly sorry, i didnt mean to, my mind is suddenly just really empty, almost feel like bursting out crying i'm know i cannot have to just continue and i managed to say a little bit.
Sighz.. why am i soooo stupid, just feel like crying but my tears already used up last night.. i did cried last night already, and so i didnt have a proper slp (perhaps slp for 2hrs only) I think thats why also affect a little of my today presentation. Althought is individual marks but i still very guilty that i'm like losing face for my group members.. argh!! Can time turn back? let me present again, i'm sure will do it better.. hahahaha.. what a dream but time cannot turn back any moment..
What am i doing recently, nothing but my mind is so dead, so stress.. i feel like giving up study (the feeling is stronger since 3rd year) 1st yr and 2nd yr no matter what still telling myself to pull thru.. but now i'm really tired, truly truly tired.. Esp when coming back to home, with all the unhappiness around......... the stressness that the family gave me!! i just dunno....
yay and also ytd RP3 presentation, class conflict.. the unhappiness also makes me heartbreak. i hate to see this.. why? why must they be let that.. Singaporean "COMMUNICATION" is a biggest problem.. due to miscommunication, communication breakdown and it causes a conflict. i dont feel like saying anymore, last night incident keep appearing in my mind makes me couldnt slp then very clearly i know what i am going to blog.. but now also gone but partly is because dont feel like blogging also.. so tired..
Sighz.. why am i soooo stupid, just feel like crying but my tears already used up last night.. i did cried last night already, and so i didnt have a proper slp (perhaps slp for 2hrs only) I think thats why also affect a little of my today presentation. Althought is individual marks but i still very guilty that i'm like losing face for my group members.. argh!! Can time turn back? let me present again, i'm sure will do it better.. hahahaha.. what a dream but time cannot turn back any moment..
What am i doing recently, nothing but my mind is so dead, so stress.. i feel like giving up study (the feeling is stronger since 3rd year) 1st yr and 2nd yr no matter what still telling myself to pull thru.. but now i'm really tired, truly truly tired.. Esp when coming back to home, with all the unhappiness around......... the stressness that the family gave me!! i just dunno....
yay and also ytd RP3 presentation, class conflict.. the unhappiness also makes me heartbreak. i hate to see this.. why? why must they be let that.. Singaporean "COMMUNICATION" is a biggest problem.. due to miscommunication, communication breakdown and it causes a conflict. i dont feel like saying anymore, last night incident keep appearing in my mind makes me couldnt slp then very clearly i know what i am going to blog.. but now also gone but partly is because dont feel like blogging also.. so tired..
Now just have to let my mind relax a little, before trying to compensate to my group mates by helping more of the last project Mall Management, see they still got any help or not. i really feel bad about it today. Although they never say anything but haiz.. i dunno.. there just soooo much thing for me to say, but who should i turn to? i dunno..
我从来也没有把我最内心深处的事说出来，因为我相信一定会一切都没事的。。也因为我相信其实我有一位守护天使！哈哈。。不相信吗?其实我也不知道。。但是一种很奇妙的感觉，每次不好的事总是变得没有不好，反而有时很幸运 (俗话说:因祸得福) 有时心里想要什么，有时真的会灵验 (of cos must be realistic) haha.. Ok lar, might be coincidence but the feeling just couldnt explain. i think if there isnt any help i think i wont be in this world anymore.
I'M FEELING SOOOO LOST NOW!! WHERE DID MY SOUL GONE?? I DUNNO..
I'M FEELING SOOOO LOST NOW!! WHERE DID MY SOUL GONE?? I DUNNO..
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