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Hello everyone out there! Whoever reading my blog, firstly thanks so much ya. hee.. I'm Evon currently study at Temasek Poly. Feel free to read my entries you will get to know more abt me, if wanna know more just go to the Profile link and check it out! Lastly, remember do tag me ok! Once again thanks, muackiies =P

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Saturday, April 30, 2005


h33x.. Every morning i online hohz.. Lolx.. Sianz.. Miss my comp mahz.. So wake up early online lo.. Sianz.. When very hectic time hohz, den i will key wrong de lehz.. Sianz.. Dun feel lyk working lehz, still muz 'ren'! Hope 1mth pass faster lo, now i rather sch reopen! haiz.. Argh.. Help help.. Ytd they switch on Yes 933 sia, can listen, all nice song, all r my fav song norx.. h33x.. But still very bored!

Sobz sobz.. Tonite start e variety show, 'PSC' got Sly, i wan to watch sia.. My fav Sly.. lolx.. K lar, blog h3r3.. Actually got things to blog, but i 4get so dun blog.. lolx

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Friday, April 29, 2005


Ytd working was alright lo.. Only always accidently scan twice lo.. Den i nv tell e person, i go minus myself.. Den e person said if minus my call her.. But when she not around at behind how to call.. Haiz.. E person is some sort of supervisor lar, i dunno lar.. Sianz.. Hope tis 1 mth pass faster, coz working really very tired de.. My leg pain till siao man.. Haiz.. Bored dere! They count money very slow lo, always end up 10++ go home.. Sianz..

Haiz.. Miss surfing net.. Lolx.. N i noe how to create blogskins le, but now working no time to do lehz.. Sianz.. K lar, end blog, i lazy to cont blog.. Tk care everyone =>

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Thursday, April 28, 2005


Ytd 12pm need to go back to sch pay sch fees n register. Den my mum very blur in bus de lo. She tell me bus 854 got reach Serangoon (near Serangoon inter) den i dunno mahz.. So i say "Oh" But half way of e trip, den i sudd tot, i tot only bus 103 den reach, my mum say "ya hohz", den we faster alight, I nv scan sia.. Shit adult fare lehz! I saw got bus 55, lyk seen b4 at Bishan, called my father is expert in bus.. He said got, den we took go to Bishan. Paiseh lehz.. Siew Yue muz let u wait! Haiz.. Den reach le, Siew Yue sit at e inter wait 4 me, I saw her lo, sudd my mum called me, I turn round, she said "izzit him" I noe she refering to my couin, Oh No, not my cousin anymore! His name is "Javier". My eyes sight not gd, nv wear spect n see his back nia, but also gif me e feeling is him when I saw him, gif me e feeling he lyk hiding behind his fren! Wat e heck! Very obviousm me in front of him, he nv saw us mehz. NO respect nv call my mum. Shit de lehz.. Den called his fone, he nv answer! Who e heck he tink he is!

1st day of work, is full of misery liao! Sobz sobz.. Help help! Starting of work, 1 ger quite friendly, 1 ger act lian shit, gif tat kind of attitude, i hate it! As for others, lazy to say.. I'm doin cashier lo.. Den many times key wrong.. Haiz.. Den hohz.. Muz remember some of e vegetable n fruits price lo.. Sianz.. Diaoz.. Some customer got attitude want. Argh.. dun say liao! My back very pain, if stand for long time, my back will start to pain, cannot tahan sia.. Den they provide dinner, no need pay but e food sianz, n eat under e HDB Blk seat! Everyone walk pass, very paiseh to eat.. I no appetite to eat, eat a bit throw away, i went to other dustbin n throw! Very waste food rite? But wat to do! Haiz.. Endure Endure Endure! I almost cry out in front of them, den also want to say out "I dun wan to work le" But my family is in financial needs, so i telling myself bear wif it! Haiz..

After work, goin home, my mum say wait for her at outside e Compass! Den i wonder y, who got car come n fetch me mehz.. so gd?.. In dark n eyes sight no gd, hear 2nd aunt voice I noe is them le, my mum drag me in, i say got him ar, she say ya. Oh gosh see tat idiot again! When i went into e car, i see him, he lyk hiding n look out of e car.. Den nv look at him liao, who wan to look at tis idiot! Den reach home, my mum tell me a lot of his thing, but i betta not say all coz blog too long liao.. I wan to say 1 thing is, 2nd aunt said e ger is his gf.. Wat e heck he is, he nv ever told me, we quite close le, he nv tell me e truth n still told me all those sweet stuffs. I hate this kind of guy, if I got stead who told others ger sweer stuffs, I say break off means break off! He is a BIG BIG BIG LIAR! I nv scold him vulgar words very gd le. I sms him "Shit. I hate liar! Hate you forever. No need reply!" I wan to 4get n 4give! End up hate him more n more! Cousin- Lucky i didn't noe ur gf, if not u betta watch out!! U r a damn big liar, all words came from u is so fake! Extremly fake, lyk to tell lies! I hate tis kind of person!

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005


Argh.. Very nervous!! Long time nv work le, now go work very scare norx.. h33x.. Haiz.. They nv hire my fren only me, scare scare! Hope when i work, time pass faster norx.. Sianz.. Cannot watch my fav show le.. haiz.. Very nervous, later 12pm muz reach Bishan Ite, hope they wun delay us, coz 2pm i muz reach my work le.. God ah, thankx for letting me hav tis job, but hope everything will be safe n time pass faster.. Lolx.. But pass faster goin to sch reopen le, also very nervous sch reopen.. Lolx.. K lar, end blog le.. Goin to prepare! Tata!!

-+ Sianz lehz,, +-
Tuesday, April 26, 2005


Sianz sianz sianz.. Tis morning, my mum calling for job, den ask me go Bendermer Road interview for Sheng Siong Cashier/Retail Asst job.. Den is near Siew Yue hse mahz, so i immediately tell her e gd news norx.. Den meet up at abt 5pm we go interview.. Den e person said at nite will gif us answer.. Den when i reach home le, saw 1 miss call, i scare is e Sheng Siong calling lo.. After tat i still holding on to my fone, den e no calling again le, is Sheng Siong lo.. Ask me when can start work, i say anyday lo, den he said tmr start work.. Sianz.. So fast lo.. Lolx.. I cant expect so fast, but faster got money earn, but i 4get tmr goin back to sch norx.. Sianz.. Den tmr morning muz go back Bishan ITE, pay sch fees n register lo.. After tat go work lo.. Sobz sobz.. Cant watch tv n surf net le.. I want to watch tv!! haiz.. But money comes 1st.. Lolx.. K lar, end blog.. tata!! Miss ya everyone on MSN.. Lolx..

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Hi.. h33x.. Well.. Well.. Haiz.. today n tmr wun be goin out lo.. Save money mahz.. Actually today Serena mei ask me out de, but i nv say anything lo.. Den Siew Yue asking me whether tmr wanna go her hse, but i say dun wan lo.. Haiz.. Actually i stay home till very sianz, but i can save trip fare, stop me from buying things.. But on e other hand, if i at home nth to do sure is surf net de lo.. Haiz.. Waste electric.. Sobz sobz.. Wat to do norx..

I want do my own blogskins, but no 1 teach me lo.. I only noe basic nia.. Stupid ITE lo.. Lolx.. Only teach basic, should not hav Personnel Finance mahz, muz cont' teach Internet Fundamental mahz.. Lolx.. Sianz.. I'm juz a dum dum ger norx.. But i willing to learn if got someone teach lo.. Lolx.. I want do got navigation wan de, den i dun wan juz plain box, i got get some nicer border liao.. But juz no idea how to start n i dun hav MS FrontPage anyway.. haiz.. Use Notepad, very ma fan.. haiz.. sad.. h33x..

K lar, end blog.. Sianz.. No 1 chat wif me, so bore, go slp betta, dun waste electric mahz.. h33x..

-+ Hey Hey +-
Sunday, April 24, 2005


Haiz.. Sianz.. Nth to do, no job calling back norx.. Sianz.. Diaoz.. Haiz.. Lolx.. Hey, gif me comments lehz, should i change my background? I feel lyk changing blogskins lehz.. I usually dun lyk to see a same old things everytime, so i feel lyk changing n since i nth to do mahz.. Pls tag me, tell me should i change okiex! Thankx a lot..

-+ K BOX +-
Saturday, April 23, 2005


Today wake up at 9.50am norx, coz wanna watch "Feng Sheng Ban!" After tat, done everytime finish le, still left half n hr, i online.. h33x.. Den 11.55am went out of hse, tk bus go TYP mahz.. Meet Wanting n Siew Yue eat KFC lo.. After 2pm meet Sub n Peili went into K Box, k1-means room no. 1 lo.. Room 1 so can see many ppl walk pass lo.. haha.. After settle down started to dedicate song lo.. Sing sing sing, i feel lyk sing only few song so fast 1hr pass liao worx.. But after tat sudd feel time pass so slow.. Lolx.. Hmm.. E guys working at K Box, so so lar, acceptable looking lar, got 1 very loh soh lo, always interupt us de lehz.. Coz Siew Yue n I taking pic at my fone mahz.. Den he KPO come in, he say "See u 2 lyk take foto till very xin ku, wan me help u mahz.." Den he say a lot bla bla bla lar.. Aiyo.. Kinda funny but very disturbing lar.. haha.. Almost 5pm le, coz we said sing till 5pm lo.. But till 5pm nth happen lehz, den carry on singing lo, den e loh soh guy come in ask we wan to drink wat lo.. At 6pm he again come in collect money lo.. Den he said a lot of things lo, joke wif us.. Den we carry our bag almost stand up, he came in again ask "Y u all goin off?" "Haben yet, u still can carry on till 7pm... bla bla bla.." Aiyo.. Den we carry on lo.. Sing till a bit sianz liao lehz.. But after leaving still feel lyk carry on lehz.. Lolx.. I tot K Box mostly all song also got, 1st time go K box worx, den realise not really hav many song lo.. But no bad le lar betta than Party World lo.. h33x.. So next time i choose to go K Box le.. h33x.. Nice!! Love to sing norx.. But hohz.. Muz hav money den can go lo.. Lolx.. Not tat expensive lar, but still muz pay bill, buy tis buy tat, will pok kai de lo.. Haiz.. Still no job calling us yet lehz.. I'm such a failure sia, always no fate in job de, no job called back.. Haiz.. Sad.. But really cant find any job le lar, how sia, need money lehz.. But goin to sch reopen le lehz.. Argh.. Confuse!! Sob :(

-+ HiHi +-
Friday, April 22, 2005


h3ll0.. Actually dun wan come in surf net de norx.. Feel lyk slp early.. But hohz, tot they say wanna go K Box tmr de mahz, so come check whether anyone online can ask them lo.. Den no 1 online worx, awhile den Siew Yue come in.. We discuss lo, aiyo.. Very sianz lo.. Everytime Siew Yue tired hohz, we discuss lyk quarrelling lyk tat.. Siew Yue u tink no 1 can understand "After 1 whole day of work will be tired..." U everytime say "I'm e 1 who working, u all nv work bla bla bla.." I actually very angry lar, but i angry wun scold u or wat lo.. I hate affect friendship de lo.. I rather i'm e 1 who endure it, coz dun wan lose any fren.. haiz.. Nvm den.. Den discuss liao, tmr confirm go K box lo.. ++ [ ** M3, Siew Yue, Pei Li, Wanting, Subrina ** ]] ++

Hope tmr will be a gd time for us k!! Enjoy everyone!! h33x..
Juz now watching Channel U a bit, at Friday 9.15pm show topic will be "Blog, Net etc.." haha.. No bad, can see norx.. Previous topic wanna watch de, lazy.. Haha.. Coz wanna watch Channel 8 lo.. hmm.. Diaoz.. Man U lose again, lose to Everton.. Score is 0:1.. Sianz.. Man U dun lose again le, if not cant catch up wif Arsenal!! Gambatteh!!

K lar, end blog! Hope tmr will be a prefect day.. Gd nite everyone!!

-+ HiGh3r Nit3c +-
Thursday, April 21, 2005


Sianz norx.. Tis morning 11am check result le.. Argh.. Went into my 2nd choice-Accounting course.. Sianz.. My 1st choice was Admin worx.. Y they gif me accounts? Scare sia, i scare i cant cope it.. I hate to do problem sum lehz.. Den i cant jump to 2nd yr liao lar, i nv learn any basic muz from 1st yr start liao.. Diaoz.. Lucky Siew Yue also accounts!! If nv same cls, go appeal! Lolx.. Msg my cousin, he reply "don't worry as long you can master the basic of accounting its easy" Say is easy, but when real le.. Die le lar.. Scare scare.. very nervours norx.. h33x.. Muz work very very hard le.. Jia you Jia you to myself!! h33x..

-+ I'm BaCk +-
Wednesday, April 20, 2005


Heex.. Juz came back home, no 1 at home.. Hmm.. Well.. Go Parkway Parade interview at Giant for cashier job lo.. Den i dun wan go Boon Keng meet Siew Yue le den tk bus 31 go dere coz total 3 trip lo, i rather my hse back got bus, took 2 trip nia.. Haha.. Muz save money norx.. Adult fare lehz.. heex.. Den took bus 70 den took bus 76 very fast reach lo.. I reach le, they haben.. Awhile later together go interview lo.. Interview le, so far so gd.. Haha.. Coz e interview is easy, she juz ask Job experience nia lo.. Den tell us short detail.. Interview can say less than 4mins finish le.. Hmm.. God pls lets us hav tis job, we need money, nowadays we kept spending money.. Lolx.. But e things we spend is in needs de.. heex.. Den Wanting got meet Subrina, den we go Pasta Mania eat lo.. We discuss go beach or pool or bowling. Den we decided to go beach, but on e way we say pool 1hr $3.90, den decided to go play pool.. WaHaHa! Actually feel lyk playing pool, coz abt 2-3mths nv played liao.. Wow, e pool dere very nice, looks quite new lo, e facilities is cool n nice.. E table gd! Haz.. Diaoz.. Long time nv play, skills sux sia.. Lolx.. Den I say "Xiang Qu K box" i ask Sub K box price how much.. E price still alright lar, as long as muz earn money.. haha.. Den we say n say, say till together 1 day go K box.. Mayb either tis Friday or Sunday is going.. haha.. But dunno how to sing new song le.. Lolx.. My comp cant read chinese text, so cant go see lyrics.. Sianz.. K lar, end blog.. tata!! Enjoy ur day everyone..

-+ t0dAy +-
Tuesday, April 19, 2005


Today.. Early in e morning 10.15am go interview norx.. Go e last time e agent lo.. TBS Consulting wat wat de lar.. Haha.. 4get is TBS or wat.. Lolx.. Anyway lyk tat lo, meet up Siew Yue 1st den after tat meet Wanting lo.. Reach dere le, intro us Promoter perm job, but we dun wan, wait we study Higher Nitec very bz de.. Den after discuss e Giant Cashier job at Parkway Parade can lyk us work till Sch reopen lo.. Den at 1st e agent say got Bedok, i got straight bus go, so i choose Bedok, den she say cannot temp.. Sianz.. Den i can ok lo, choose e Parkway Parade wan lo.. Den she tell us 1mth $850 nia lo.. To them 2 trip ok lo.. To me 4 trip lehz, adult fare lehz.. But no choice lo, juz hav to accept.. Haiz.. Sianz norx.. Diaoz.. After tat go Far East walk walk lo.. Shop only basement den we go into e Neoprint shop norx.. Den Wanting 1st say want to tk neoprint de, but in my heart want to tk also de.. Den she ask, i say anything, den we saiko Siew Yue to tk.. MuAhAhA!! Den e machine very nice lo, is flip through a bk de, den use e pen select at e bk, den can design liao.. I dunno how to say, u can go Far East Plaza basement see.. All e picture very nice n cute.. Except e time is very short nia lo.. Muz design as faster as u can norx.. Really a lot of nice ppl, can edit ur hair n eyes.. E words also very nice.. Aiyo.. U all can try lar, but time short nia.. Lolx.. Hmm.. Too bad no scanner, if not scan let u all see.. 1st time use, design not much, can say very nice le.. WaHaHa!! K lar, end blog, tmr go Parkway Parade interview lo.. Sianz.. Tata!! Nitex..

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Monday, April 18, 2005


Yo, cont' ytd n0rx.. Haben say finish de.. mUaHaHa!! After tat Braddell Heights Residents' Day.. We go Katib, my mum wan go buy cake for her nephew, tat's mean my cousin i hav previously said.. We walk here n there, she found 1 shop cake kinda nice, but i say childish.. I say gif pig eat also dun gif him eat.. Lolx.. I'm very bad rite? But no choice his my enemy.. Lolx.. No no.. Is e person i hate most!! After tat go his hse, but i waiting downstair, i dun wan to see him.. Wait at downstair kinda long le, sms my mum, den she call me ask me come out.. I say "Gif me $10,000 i also dun wan to go up" After he going for swimming lesson mahz, den after he go, den i go up lo.. But i tink i waited for 1hr le ba, aiyah as long as dun see him wan me wait how long also nvm.. After tat my mum call me say they coming down.. Den i faster hide, saw they walking to e direction where i hide, faster ran to e other side, lucky they nv saw me.. Den i went up lo.. Haha.. After awhile go home le lo..

U all will tink i very 'xiao qi' rite? Tot becos of tat incident i hate him? I guess he will tink lyk tat.. But no lo.. Actually he tat time tell me everything clearly le, den i say oh ok.... etc.. I'm fine... etc.. Really is okiex.. But after my mum go msg him, i started a bit hate him... Esp till my mum say wat wat wat he nth wrong, as if i'm wrong lyk tat, say is i misunderstanding.. Den compare me wif him.. Wat e heck lo.. Make me more n more hate him lo.. I trying not to hate, but i cant is my heart control me to hate.. No choice lo.. But i now still trying lar, if my mum stop saying abt him 1st, if she cont' saying, i may hate more n more de.. Hate till can curse him.. I very bad hohz? Well.. i nv ever hate a person so much.. Last time i was juz say say tis my enemy, tat my enemy, but not much, those is fren say she very wat lar, den i hate de.. But i hate him is naturally hate de lo, cant stop hating him.. Mayb nv try hating a person b4, so started to hate will hate till really very hate.. Haha.. Wat e heck i'm toking lar.. K lar, end blog norx.. Feel lyk email Sly, but dunno wat to say norx.. Lolx..

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(Shit.. Blog half way, auto net off, retype) I 4get wat i wan to type liao lar.. Kkz.. Faster go through.. Last nite my father told us Sly got go Serangoon Community Centre Opening.. I wonder is real or not, but been force by my mum go den can eat together if not i muz cook maggie mee.. Den go lo, go see see whether Sly is coming..

9.45am wake up.. Abt 10.30+ reach dere ba.. From far can see quite a lot of ppl, den got a lot of event happening around.. Den walk in, really damn lots of ppl norx.. Urgh.. I hope i was not goin, but is at there liao.. Lolx.. I hate goin to somewhere tat's many ppl but if wif fren still nvm.. Lolx.. Den walked pass Soccer Event.. I hear e MC say wat wat wat from GUFC (Geylang United Football Club).. I tot i hear wrong but.. Den after tat walk pass Lion Dance.. I can see quite lots of yandao le, but i dun dare to see, faster head face down.. Lolx.. Den went out of CC eat lunch, muz walk pass again, head face down lo.. After eating, my mum wanna look around but my father say dun faster go back wait no seat liao.. Urgh.. Go back walk pass again.. Shit.. Very paiseh norx..

Den go back really no seat liao.. -_-" Juz after 45mins, so fast no seat.. Den lucky at e side got some chair stack up, still can tk down n sit.. We faster settle down lo.. Den my sis go to front sit.. I saw 3 ger wear in black, i tink is Sly fan.. Den i guess not much Sly fanz noe ba, if not, sure damn full de lo.. Haha.. But no fanz lehz.. Coz i tink e notice is only around Serangoon Neighbourhood nia.. Den start le, MC toking, she say welcome GUFC.. So i nv hear wrong really they coming, but many ppl block my view, nv see them clearly.. After awhile i nv count but i tink is abt 10-15 gers coming in, wif Sly board.. Den they took e front seat, so heng.. Den my father help me put 1 chair in front, den i go to front seat norx, so lucky too.. Haha.. Den after tat a group of gers coming in, e poster very big put Sylvester Fan Club, hear behind say is not real fan club.. Dunno?? Den performance started, got Harmonica Band, India Dance, Malay Dance, Lion Dance..

After tat e MC ask them to shout n welcome Sly out.. Sly out he sang [[Its My life]] ` [[Shou Yi]] ` [[Xiang Long Shi Ba Zhang]].. He wearing a black t-shirt n jean, very shuai norx.. N he smile, put twist very cute norx.. Lolx.. I was very happy can clearly seeing his real person le, but very sad no camera norx.. Den my hp camera is N6230 cant zoom de.. But i took 3 pic lo..

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Tis is wat i try my best to took liao.. Very small rite? Wanna change hp sia, change camera can zoom de norx.. Sob Sob.. Cant took his pic, behind me those gers took so many pic of him, n even younger than me can say is kids also took his pic norx.. Jealous sia.. Haiz.. Haz.. But i muz glad i can see his real person le.. He very white n thin norx.. Haha.. After sang 3 song, tok abt his album awhile he go off le.. Sob sob.. Memories lehz.. Lolx.. Den all e Fanz walk off n chase after him ba..

Next is lucky draw, i tot we going off also, but my parents still cont' to sit there, my mind is tinking Sly.. Lolx.. Den from 15th prize start ba, 4get liao.. Den till 4th prize hohz, call abt 4 or 5 number le, no 1 come up collect lo.. Den after tat pick up next lucky draw number is my father lo.. So lucky norx.. Even lucky is my mum say is pick up from e floor wan.. -_-" So funny.. But aiyo, is Hi5 set, wat for sia, not in use, hse got 1 can use liao, i wan MP3.. lolx.. But very lucky got win lar.. Lolx..

Oops.. I noe my blog is very long liao, wanna say abt my cousin norx.. Wanna make clear something, n also juz now got go see hse.. Aiyah.. Tmr den blog new wan.. Shall end blog, too long n is very late need to slp, coz kinda tired de, muz slp early so tat my panda eyes wun be more jia lak.. Lolx.. Tata!! U all slp early too.. Gd nite!! Lolx..

-+ n3wSs +-
Saturday, April 16, 2005


Previously i say e Channel News topic on Y nowadays young ppl do online blog.. I surf net till almost 4get to watch norx.. But lucky when i switch on juz started toking abt e topic lo.. But nth much lo.. Sianz.. Less than 5mins say finish liao, very short lo.. Only ask 3 ppl on e street lehz.. 1 say "They dunno who is me" 1 say"They bo liao" 1 say "Mayb they no 1 to tok to, so they wan online blog" Very short nia lar..

Next news is abt a guy from Hong Kong de, at Hong Kong.. He "Shi Lian" den lock himself in e hse, heard is he live 30+ floor norx.. Den he throw everything to downstair norx.. Even mattress also wanna throw norx.. Den he also wanna throw himself down lo.. Den e firefighter put out e water, avoid him to jump.. Eh (paiseh dunno how to say norx) lolx.. Den he still jump lucky got mattress downstair le.. Heex..

Next news is interview Fish Leong she wan hav a relationship mahz, n wat type of guy she lyk etc.. She say "Even thought she very bz, but still hope can hav a relationship too" "Hav a relationship also is parts of our life too" She lyk a guy who is humourous..

Lyk tat norx.. Den i nv watch liao.. lolx.. Haiz.. Tis afternoon my cousin sms me "Gd afternoon.....etc.." I 4get wat he say le... Den after awhile send next msg "Dun angry le ok.. Smile.. Sorry la.." Bla Bla Bla lar.. 4get.. Coz once i see (also nv see clearly), i deleted away nv reply norx.. Den juz now my mum nag at me abt him again.. Urgh.. Make me more hate him.. Tmr is his birthday liao norx.. Aiyah dun wan so heartless.. Here wishing him "Happy Birthday".. Tata!! End blog.. Wanna slp early tmr need to wake up early norx, go see Sylvester lo.. My father say he go Serangoon.. Dunno is real or fake, go see see norx.. Lolx.. Gd nite!!

-+ Halox +-
Friday, April 15, 2005


Actually dun feel lyk update blog de, see other ppl long long time update blog once.. Den i everyday update, wait ppl tink i siao.. Lolx.. Anyway today also no story lar.. U tink i always got old grandma story mehz.. Lolx.. K lar, juz wanna say something here!!

Today nv go out lar, today newsapaper not much job, can say no job norx.. So my fren n i decided dun wan go out, wait till Tues norx, coz Tues den got many job been advertise! Den in e afternoon suddenly headache sia.. Den eat medi, tk a nap okiex liao.. Heex..

K lar, wanna say "Sorry" to my cousin.. Lolx.. I very hate him, but y i say sorry nehx? I also dunno y.. Last nite, i saw all e msg my mum msg wif my cousin sms, angry wif my mum all e things mostly totally wrong n his sms hurt me.. Den my bad temper come out lo, quarrell wif my mum sia.. But not tat kind of big quarrell lar, where dare norx.. Den my mum fierce den me lar, she scolded me too.. Aiyah i lazy to say lar.. Jump/Skip norx.. Den i very very very angry lo.. Decided to send msg throught friendster to him.. Tell him, how much i hate him now, he make my life misery, knowing him was very regret.. Aiyah etc.. lar.. Den dunno y, after sending, kinda regret.. But b4 sending, my heart is full of hatred n wanna let him feel guilty, dun let him happy.. Coz i'm very sad le, i wan him to sad also.. But after sending very guilty norx..

But juz now i go in friendster, see my send item dun hav e msg i send him norx.. Den i was relief but still wanna clarify den i ask him lo.. He say got.. Oh gosh! Den i say "Oh.. I tot nv send coz send item dun hav.. Sorry.. Treat it as i nv say b4.." He reply "eh its okie if that make u happy i don mind.." He lyk tat reply, make me hatred him more.. I tot i felt guilty can forgive him le, but after he lyk tat say make me more hate him.. Haiz.. End blog.. tk...

-+ Wat a tRiEd dAy +-
Thursday, April 14, 2005


Last nite, i cant slp again norx.. Den makes me so tired today.. Den 10.20am wake up lo, go prepare den go out le.. Go for interview norx.. Tk train go Ps interview. At Hougang or Kovan Station (4get liao) Got 3 guy come in norx, i wanna laugh lo, dunno y. Den v paiseh, of cos i bear not to laugh, jia jia press hp norx.. Heex.. Go Ps interview for Anderson Ice Cream (Yummy yummy) lolx.. Den quite gd & friendly there lo, hope they will hire us norx.. Den after tat go bus stop check it out got any bus go Parkway Parade norx.. Coz e interviewer say nearby Parkway Parade de mahz.. Got bus lo, bus 36 go there. Den reach there, find n find also cant find got any Coffee Bean de lo.. Dunno is bluff us de or not sia.. Den we too hungry le, go in Parkway Parade Food Court eat lo.. After eating, carry on searching. Call that person hohz, she say at East Coast Park, near Mac there, not quite sure got wat bus lo, ask us to tk cab lo.. Wat e heck sia, we not so stupid lo, go for interview tk cab, also not sure they wil hire us or not lo.. Den we ask ppl got bus go there or not. Den e person say go bus stop check lo, mayb is bus 135. Den we go see, bus 135 dun hav, but bus 401 got go there. Guess how long we waited!! We nv ever waited for a bus for so long in our whole life!! Lolx.. Waited for 1hr+ le lo, bus still haben come. We lyk sun tent there norx. Shit de lehz.. Not tat we stupid wait so long for wat, we dun wan miss e opportunities for tis job mahz, interview there but work at Bishan de.. She got say interview 1-4pm mahz.. Den nearly 4pm le, we msg her, she also nv reply. We carry on waiting!!.. 4pm le, we call her, she nv switch on her fone lo.. I tell my fren, aiyah dun call le lar.. Shit lo, i guess she gu yi de lo.. Nv say clearly, still wan ask use our money tk cab there.. Guess she noe we will call or wat lo.. She cant lyk tat off fone mahz, she noe we haben reach, should switch on, we will call say dunno how to go e mahz.. Urgh.. Very angry lo, feel lyk calling scolding her de lo.. But nv switch on fone yet.. Den we r damn tired le lo, walk for whole day, sun tent, slp so late. Decided to go home lo, no strength go for other interview le.. Haiz.. That's today norx! Heex.. tata!! Offline go hav my dinner le norx.. Enjoy....

-+ Yoz +-


Argh.. Got a lot of things to say again.. But i try to cut short norx, got ppl complain norx.. My fren Zhen Lin lo, say 1st time saw got ppl will blog so long and blog so may a day.. But blog is write wat we want to write de mahz, if short short, write wat? I dunno how to cut short lo.. Coz my box small mahz, so may tink my blog very long norx.. K lar, i noe many ppl write short short lar, i try lo. K!! Lolx..

Hmm.. Today go out interview lo.. Wat to say nehx.. Erm.. Meet up wif Siew Yue den go Far East Plaza interview norx.. Found in Straits Times de norx, call up, say can hire temp de. Den go dere interview say only can work temp. Tink is Manager, e face turn. Lolx.. Den lyk tat, tink also least chances will hire us de norx.. Den call up a few job norx.. Den anyway at Far East Plaza le mahz, walk walk see where go any shop still wan hire ppl lo. End up, lyk shopping norx.. Lolx.. Saw a shop, got a lot of pink dress.. Den e dress nice lo, very cheap too.. Hey hey, not kiasu for cheap things lo.. Aiyah dress mostly very expensive can find so cheap so nice lo.. I check le, e material still ok mahz.. So i brought le. Heex.. Den we share Taiwan food n Bubble Tea norx.. Den after tat we goin Clark Quay interview for Chinese Restaurant norx.. Den tat Siew Yue say "This Fashion" Den we auto walk in, lolx.. We walk in so fast saw 1 shirt le lo.. Den lyk tat, i brought 2, Siew Yue brought 1. Lolx.. Argh.. Find job or Shopping? lolx.. Den very happy lo, e job.. At Clark Quay took North East Line, so easy for us.. Den can hire temp and also $8/hr sia.. Reach dere.. Shit norx.. Got 2 gers, wif tat kind of proud face, attitute norx.. Den e Manager.. Ah.. Dunno how to say.. He tell us, if only wan to hire 1 of us, will we wan.. Den at 1st in fone say can 2 person de lo.. Wat e heck.. Den Siew Yue say she lyk saw he write in e paper out Salary will be $4-$5/hr sia.. Wat e heck.. Cheat sia! Stupid.. Den after tat, we discuss lo, if he only wan hire 1 of us, reject! 2 of us, tink 1st.. Lolx.. Really lyk cant communicate wif them lo.. Haiyo..

Den juz now we discuss, tmr goin for a fun job, "Gift Wrapping" norx.. Fun mahz? Haha.. Now i love to wrap le norx.. heex.. Den i online, got 1 person started to chat wif me is Wanting norx.. She come back from Malaysia le.. Actually my heart tink "Die le norx.. Siew Yue sure ask Wanting join us de(not i dun let her go, got reason norx->) Coz we 2 person very hard to find le, still 3 person, where got ppl wan hire us, den Wanting get e more chances lo coz 1st-She pretty than us, 2nd-she live TYP(ppl will tink TYP is Central, got quite a lot of bus n took train also easy) So most proberly will hire her, we where got chance.. Rite? Or mayb i tink too much, but 3 person really very difficult norx! But of cos i not tat bad heart lar, if she wan to go, i cant say dun wan de rite, i welcome her de.. Den discuss n discuss lo.. Adeline sudd sms me "tmr wanna go find job, reple asap" Urgh.. Now crush together le, i scare i reject Adeline again.. Wait gif her bad image to her lo. Heex.. Den now stress up.. But also muz solve, den solve half le lar.. Coz everything muz push to tmr den can hav a confirm answer norx.. So i also wan to end my blog, go to slp le.. But b4 i end wanna say abt a news norx..

]]-Why nowadays young ppl wanna blog online nen?-[[
Eh.. Juz now i watch Channel U, "Zi You Feng"! Den commercial break, saw a bit advertise e news, e topic on e above. Is abt lyk tat lar. I also find online blog quite popular norx, even many guys also hav norx.. Surprise norx.. Haha.. Den too fast le, i only saw is Tis coming Sat den do lo.. I wan to watch, quite interesting le.. Den e reporter got go interview e street ppl mahz.. So wanna hear wat they opinion norx.. heex.. U all can watch it too.. Heex.. K lar, shall end here norx.. Muz go slp, so tat tmr can early wake up.. Gd nite everyone..!!

-+ WeiRd DrEaM +-
Wednesday, April 13, 2005


Haha.. Last nite dream again norx.. I dream of I wif a ger (but i not sure is who norx) Den we went back Beatty. My previously sec sch.. Den we walk up n down.. Saw Liang wei there all again.. Den we faster ran away. Den i saw Wilson.. Strange, Wilson is my fren, he nv ever study at Beatty b4, y he at there, wearing Beatty sch uniform norx.. Den after tat go out of the sch le.. Saw Liang wei they all again.. Dunno is we follow them or they follow us norx.. Very funny, kept walk e same direction. Den we walk to a shopping center, den pass by a neoprint machine, i pull my fren inside n ask her tk neoprint lar.. She agree lo. Den while we tking, they so noise, i go out ask them to shut up.. Den i walk in, den Liang wei pull me out lo.. Den i very angry lo, dun care when in tk neoprint le come out. There still here, den Liang wei ask me wanna tk neoprint together. I shocked norx, dunno him well, y he ask me.. Den i say anything lo. After group tking, he ask me only we 2 tk neoprint norx.. Strange, after tat i wake up le.. Aiyo, y nv cont dreaming.. Lolx.. Anyway is juz a dream, dun mistaken norx.. hehe..

Recently nv update anything norx.. No story to update, lazy norx.. haha.. Shall end here... Later mayb goin to Far East Plaza interview.. Tk care.. tata!!

-+ MoRnInG +-
Tuesday, April 12, 2005


Morning guys.. haha.. Juz not long ago wake up, den blur blur but after wash face feel very awake le norx.. heex.. hmm.. Well.. Today goin to find job again! Wish me gd luck norx..

Argh.. My floppy drive spoilt again norx.. At 1st cannot de, den i used Floppy Drive Head Cleaning System to clean e floppy drive, den can liao.. After tat cannot again, i used it again, den cannot le.. Sob sob.. Muz ask my uncle to fix le.. Shit lehz.. Diskette inside got a lot of cute pic, if not i change my blog le norx.. I mean add n change some picture in blog.. haha..

Urgh.. ANGRY wif Norwich lo.. Dare to win my Man U.. E score was 2:0 respectively.. Urgh.. Now Man U in e 3rd place norx.. Now Arsenal 2nd place. I agree wif 1 person say in newspaper, he say tat "Man U in 2nd or 3rd place is doesn't matter, coz cant get to 1st place liao wat" But hohz, at least 2nd place also gd wat.. Aiyo, Manchester United u muz Jia You, Gambatteh!! Heex.. -=Support Man U 4eva=-

-+ YaWnzZ*DrEaMiNg +-
Monday, April 11, 2005


Ahh.. very tired lehz.. No strength to wake up norx.. I got wake up den close eyes awhile den fall a slp again, cannot tahan.. Den saw Siew Yue calling, den wake up lo.. Heex.. Strange hohz, early in e morning write blog nehx.. Got wat story nehx..?? I wanna say abt my dream again.. Very funny dream norx..

I dream of Jiankai, den he intro his bro to me, den look alike lyk him lo, is twins.. (but i remember Jiankai tell me his bro older than him lot n dun look alike norx) Den in e dream is twins norx, den voice, movement, etc.. everything e same norx.. He name is JianXiong.. Den we go walk walk.. Den i 4get le norx.. haha..

Den i dream of another dream.. I dream of Bobby.. I dream of I got two tel lines, i use outside tel lines to call him, den i immediatly hang up, den i go use my room tel lines to call him, den i alomst wan to hang up, he answer e call already.. Den he say "Hello, Hello" "Yiwen?" "Izzit Yiwen" Den i was shock, how he noe is me sia, den i reply him lo "Ya" He say "Anything wan to say?" "How r u le" Den after tat.. dunno is i 4get or i wake up norx.. Cant remember last part.. Haha.. Haiz.. I cant dream finish.. Anyway is juz a dream, but dream of him very sweet norx..

Sianz lehz.. Feel lyk creating webby, but muz took a lot of effort sia.. Muz very patient norx.. Not tat i impatient.. Coz i no Ms FrontPage, den use notepad, need a lot of times norx.. So very sianz lo.. Den muz go find a lot of cute pic, dunno where to find lo.. Only got some only.. So still tinking wan to create or not, now all only lyk to do on blog only.. Blog now so popular.. Lolx.. K lar, shall end here.. tata!! tc.. Hav a nice day!!

-+ To My Love 1 +-
Sunday, April 10, 2005


Hmm i saw tis sentence at the net.. I surf net, saw it de norx.. In the Love Quote categories -->> "I still love you with every broken piece of my heart. I'm still wondering why you took it, then tore it apart. I wonder what I did wrong, that made you gone. I'm still hoping that one day, you will let me know ...." Tis sentence is wat i wan to tell Bobby de norx.. heex..

]]-Sly Rox! Sly Song Rox More!-[[

Hey hey, support Sly album norx.. His song actually kinda nice de norx.. Fantastic!! Mayb to Sly fanz, to other not Sly fanz i not sure norx, but can try listen, mayb u lyk it lehz.. haha.. I reccomend Track 3 [[Shou Yi]] Very nice norx, when i listen tis song, feel lyk crying, tis song very very gif out feeling norx.. To those Fall in love in e person but e person got other partner liao.. Aiyah u muz listen n see e lyrics norx.. But actually he sing quite clear norx, can quite undertsand de norx.. Haha.. But i also reccomend ALL song too.. Lolx.. Sly Jia You, support u always n 4eva!! heex..

-+ SaD GeR n0rx +-


haiz.. very sad norx.. very bore now sia.. Nth to do norx.. No 1 to chat wif lo.. My life r dull.. Is a waste of life still living norx.. I lyk waiting for death norx.. My mum ask me go learn something lar, but wat can i learn norx? So stupid me.. haiz.. Den learn also need money mahz, where got money lo.. My money is for studies de, i mean for Higher Nitec de norx.. Many ppl say money cannot brought happiness.. But can u imagine, w/o money is so sad/terrible... No money, some ppl may go steal, robber, pick pocket etc.. U can see how horrible.. They rob ppl n might kill e person.. Argh.. So scary norx.. No money, some ppl may no money buy food, no food to death.. And etc lar.. Very horrible norx.. haha.. Den wif money can buy wat u lyk, izzit buy wat u lyk u very happy? Rite? haha.. But of cos money cant buy Friendship, Relationship, Kinship watever ship lar.. wahahaha.. I should cut my crap up!! Lolx..

Bore.. bore.. bore.. sighz.. Now 5566 & Sly fanz, r shouting ba.. lolx.. Later at 7pm at Channel 8 got NKF Charity show norx.. Muz support norx.. Muz call hohz.. 1900-------! Haha.. I always tink no 1 care for me, very lonely etc.. But there other ppl more jia lak than me, really no 1 care, abuse them, n they r very lonely.. Example, Orphan ` Old Folk! N lyk other so 'chang' got sickness etc.. Lyk NKF etc.. So if can, we muz try to help norx.. ritE? haiz.. There r more ppl more sad than me! me? I tink juz a small little case ba.. So i muz "Zhen Zou" "Jia You".. Stand up, Fight for e Best!! Haha.. Arghhhhhhhhh.. EvOn ChAnG Yi WeN Jia You!! Lolx..

-+ Today +-


Urgh.. Shit de lo.. My AntiVir Xp prompt me, den i type 1/4 of my today blog, haben save close.. Diao.. Shit.. lolx.. Retype den.. hmm.. no suitable title to put den i put today.. lolx.. haiz.. see lar, 4get wat i wan to say liao.. mind became blank coz i very sad now.. Tink gonna be my long story, sorry fren tk ur time read.. tsk tsk tsk.. Wat a fake laughing, coz i now really sad.. haiz.. Anyway i brought Sly album le, happy happy, now listen to his song lo.. nice sei.. Clapping for him!! Tot mostly will be rock, no lo, found it all quite smooth.. But find something missing out still, hope he can add more oil!! Jia You, Jia You!! I will support his every album de norx! heex..

K lar, start from morning..!! Morning, very dull.. Feel lyk dieing, bore to death.. Say abt main story 1st, other later den say norx.. haha.. Toking in fone wif Siew Yue n surf net awhile lo.. But staring at e comp nia, coz very few ppl online, no 1 chat wif me lo.. We discuss abt job.. Den etc lo.. Den say tis, say tat.. Den i noe she dun wan go out le.. haiz.. Bore ah.. Stay home, really rotten body liao.. Beside her, i cant find any fren to go out wif me le lo.. Actually i go out motive i wan buy Sly album norx.. haha.. But also wan go out walk walk de mahz.. But go out walk walk muz spend money, scare my mum will scold norx.. haiz.. Den my mum goin to my grandma hse, left me alone lo.. Really goin to gone berserk.. izzit lyk tat spell.. lolx.. See tat 9pm ch 8 NKF show, see de.. Den awhile later my cousin msg me.. Tis cousin younger than me 4 yrs old, live few blk away from me nia.. He sms me ask me my email add for MSN, last time nv tell him b4 mahz.. Den he add le, we chat lo, he ask me wanna go grandma hse, i blur norx.. Strange sudd ask me go lo.. I ask him y.. He say he sianz also.. Den chat n chat, den agree to go lo.. I called my mum, argh.. she at my cousin hse, no wonder ask me go lar.. no wonder i found weird sei.. lolx.. Den go grandma hse, i can feel tat my grandma lyk seem to dun lyk me norx, the feeling she gif me is different from last time lo.. Mayb recently i very no mood lo, a few times she come my hse, i nv greet her.. I very rude rite.. But i wanna greet, but while i was not free, den she turn away liao.. So i nv greet le.. haiz.. Urgh.. How, feel very sad lo, sob sob grandma dun lyk me.. Haiz.. After tat go AMK walk walk norx.. Den i wanna go Popular CD Rama buy Sly album, i wanna buy album always go CD Rama buy de, dunno y.. haha.. While walking Adeline sms me ask me"Found job liao mahz" Den we chat n chat abt job.. Den she ask me "Lyk 5566 mahz/wanna go their tmr autograph session" I was very happy lo, my fav idol can close up wif them get their signature, but Adeline bf n her 1 fren got go, scare they left me alone lo.. I scare alone de.. Den i say consider 1st.. Den i ask Siew Yue, say n say, she agree go le lo.. I was v happy.. After walk abt 1hr, den go Compass Point eat.. On my way go Compass Point in bus, i open up Sly album, den i got e coupon to get his signature, already pass is at 3pm norx.. haiz.. I already noe got autograph session le, but i tink no 1 acc me go, so i nv brought it earlier lo.. Den Siew Yin got wan is tmr at Bugis de.. haiz.. If mine is tmr de, can go wif her hohz.. But how abt 5566.. 5566 at IMM 1pm, Sly at Bugis 2pm.. lolx.. Split into half..

Den reach home watch tv le, 9.30 den online tilll now sei, coz juz now not free, Come in got a lot of things to tell different ppl norx.. Den Jon wan me send Sly song lo, den cannot say dun send mahz.. haha.. Den also discuss abt tmr 5566 autograph session wif Siew Yue.. Chat ah chat, den she say dun wan go le.. Of cos sad lar, she put aeroplane n cant see 5566, but also cant tk knife force her rite.. She got e rite to choose go or not to go.. Haiz.. Den no choice lo, she dun go, i cant force her, den i also dun go lo.. Coz as i say scare they left me alone den Adeline bf got go, i dun lyk his bf sia.. Haiz.. I really feel lyk trying lo, nv go tis kind of autograph session de coz no fren r interested lo.. So nv get e chance to try.. haiz..

Haiz.. I type too long, till my hand very tired, cramp liao.. Did i miss anything, did i miss out anything tat i wan to say?? Ques mark, ques mark.. Very tired here n there le, so cant tink, might miss out something.. hmm... Well.. Now comes to say abt other things ba..

[[My Life such a failure sia]]
Dunno where to start.. LOVE, RELATIONSHIP, FRIENDSHIP, KINSHIP etc.. Wat e heck, y i such a failure still living in tis world.. Urgh.. I treat Siew Yue as my 1 of very gd fren, of cos cant say Buddy yet, I still treat other as my very gd fren too, juz tat they r very bz no time to acc me, left Siew Yue is my only fren can go out, I mean for Sat n Sun.. But she let me disappointed lo.. But nvm, i nv blame her.. Felt very lonely norx.. Haiz.. I dunno wat to say, only can say "Haiz" haha.. only can sigh.. tat's all.. N wat still.. I mean wat still i wan to type.. Shit very long le, i tink i stop.. tmr den cont' haha.. Am i writing rubbish? haha.. i write to myself to read norx.. My hand very tired liao, cant tahan.. tata!! tc.. gd nite.. Enjoy everyone n tmr 5566 n Sly Fanz..

-+ Ques Mark +-
Saturday, April 09, 2005


Haha.. Dunno wat should put in e title.. Hmm.. Sianz now.. Well.. Wanna say abt him lo.. I mean Alex lo.. Strange sia.. Ytd i told him abt tat i cant find job etc.. Den he say his job full le, if not can ask me go there work n work wif him, he say he will help me find de, he got a lot of working fren.. Den at nite his Uncle hire Admin Asst, high salary worx, too bad i is perm lo.. Sianz 1/2.. Den dunno wat he say, as long as u r happy, i'm happy.. Den at nite, around 12am ba, he msg me "I find out 2 already. Find until so tired le lo nvm help u wat. I how tired, also wan to find for u. I no wan to let u wait too long. Wait u angry abt me." Wow.. say till lyk i will angry lo.. Den i immediatly msg him say i wun angry de lo, ask him dun find go rest le.. Den i go inbox see realise i nv see 1 of his msg in e afternoon.. E msg is exactly at 5pm sia.. say "ur fren me no wan to see u sad or not happy ok! I wan to see u everyday happy ok. Anyway u need help I will surely help my fren. Evon. I Alex sure." Wow sei.. so scary sia.. Lolx.. haha.. Say until so serious.. But nvm lar, since his so helpful, let him help lo.. Lolx.. But i also still care abt him lar, ytd he lyk very tired sia, still help me find.. Haiyo.. Tc Alex.. Thankx a lot.. But strange worx, say find le, haben tell me, wat job.. so funny.. K lar, end! tc tc..

-+ Hiyee +-
Friday, April 08, 2005


Hello.. Yawnz.. Tired sei.. Last nite abt 12.30am slp le lehz.. But tis morning again, abt 9.15am, upstair cont' renovation again.. Wat e heck lehz.. So noisy, cant tahan sia.. Urgh.. Haiz.. Try to bear wif it lo..

Haiz.. I got a bit touch by Alex lo, but i'm sure i not fall in love, n i wun fall in love lo.. Ytd, i tell him abt my comp a bit siao siao, lyk tio virus le.. He reply a lot of things, kept asking den how i goin to fix my comp etc.. Den he reply "Or u take it to fix comp shop ask them to fix for u lo. Dun tink how much. Money i pay for u ok. I can send the omney to u. Wait u no comp play u not happy." Very funny lo, how he noe, i no comp play, not happy. Den i last time, but my last time means juz abt last mth, i say i cant sms much muz wait till my next bill den can sms him.. Den he say "ur bill how much, ok mahz, need i pay 4 u 1st..." Aiyo.. Den i sometimes at net mahz, use internet sms him lo, den he say izzit my bill high le, need his help etc lo.. haiz.. Well.. actually i abt last mth den noe tis guy de, his my pen pal lo, noe through Teenage de, den noe him quite sometimes he really quite a nice guy lar.. We only sms, nv chat in phone b4 norx.. I asking for his foto, he say next time den send me lo.. I always wonder how he look sia.. He is soccer player lo.. His FC is "Highland United FC" lo.. He played for 13yrs liao.. hmm.. So i always wonder how his look lyk.. heex.. K lar, nature take its course..

Haiz.. I hate him a lot a lot, damn a lot lo.. I tell my mum, dun tok abt him anymore i hate him.. My mum say hate him for wat is u misunderstanding.. Shit lo.. I guess tat time they sms, is he tell my mum i misunderstood de ba.. Wat e heck sia.. I not misunderstand, i nv ever lo ok.. If u read it, i tell u, i nv misunderstand!!! I juz fall into love nia, but i guess tis is juz a sudden feeling, now i tink back, i lyk nv lyk u b4.. Weird.. Pls, i nv ever misunderstood ok.. Dun anyhow say lo.. Strange sia.. Last time a lot of ppl hurt me, i didn't hate them, end up, i still treat everyone as fren.. But y except him, e person most close to me, i mean we r relatives, end up i hate him e most!! Wat happen.. I trying not to hate him, but end up hate him deeper.. I cant 4give myself n i cant 4give him.. 4ever cant.. I'm sorry.. Shall end here.. Tc..

-+ Flare up +-
Thursday, April 07, 2005


Lolx.. No lar, i enuf of urging.. I hate urging.. Esp urging wif my fren.. Juz now urging wif Siew Yue lo, den b4 tis also got problem wif Buddy de mahz.. So really hate it lo.. I really wan fren more den stead de.. lolx.. No lar, both wan, muz handle balance.. So hope dun wan anything happen wif fren lo, no more of urging/quarrelling etc.. That's all i wan to say..

Hmm.. I muz jia you to myself le, muz work hard to find job liao, really cannot le, i already waste 1mth+ liao.. Jia you jia you!! Den I make up my mind seldom come in le, tis time really.. Coz my comp siao siao liao, cant often come in le.. Sob sob.. So i seldom come in, prevent more faster spoilt rite.. Haiz.. If my hse got comp expert more gd hohz, dun dare to ma fan my uncle.. Haha.. See lar, if my comp really jia lak, muz ask him liao..

K lar, Sly album out worx.. Muz support k.. Buy his album..!! lolx.. Den in newspaper say 3 song is he wrote fo Maia wan worx.. So sweet.. K lar, lazy to cont blog le.. Next time update again.. tata!! Tc everyone.. will miss everyone de..

-+WhO e HeCk +-


Urgh.. Ytd so late slp again, haiz.. used to it liao, cannot early slp liao lehz.. haiz.. Den early in e morning 9am my hse upstair renovation sia, now still renovation.. They renovation lyk no other business sia.. Stupid Idiot.. Very noisy lo.. Cannot tahan sia.. Even my tenant early go out liao.. Lolx.. Argh.. Drill here drill there, knock here knock there.. What e heck sia.. Damn noisy..

Anyway ytd dream of my pri sch fren again, dream of at a sch ba, coz in e dream still schooling got clsroom den e toilet wah, so dirty sia.. Den e canteen lyk market so big sia.. Aiyo.. Wat a weird dream.. Den etc lar.. lazy to say..

Goin to find job le.. So i may bz to blog le.. But i try lo.. Now i still searching for job, wish me gd luck.. All e Best! U guys All e Best too! heex..

-+ SwEEt DrEaMzz +-
Wednesday, April 06, 2005


Now den write blog, from morning i online till now sia, lolx.. Actually now can from TV till nite, but my blog haben done finish.. So i muz done finish den offline.. Muz done everything b4 5pm.. Heex.. 5pm muz offline liao, 1st is because online too long, 2nd is because go watch tv liao le.. lolx.. hmm.. Well.. Y my title Sweet Dreamzz is because....

Is because i dream of ->> "SLY"!! I dream of Sylvester worx, den the dream is nice dream lehz.. In e dream we damn close lo.. Den only rememeber a bit nia lar, but very difficult type in here.. heex.. Crazy me rite.. I noe is juz a dream, but fanz of him, can dream of him really very happy le lo, but b4 tis i got dream of him b4 le.. kekez..

Well.. actually i wan to say abt previous dream de.. I mean strange lo, long time nv see my pri sch fren, n i nv tink of them liao mahz, i mean i nv go really tink of them.. But recently tis few mths often dream of pri sch clsmate lo.. Strange lehz.. And another dream is dream of Liang wei, Kelvin they all and me & Shimin lo.. Weird sia.. Den e dream is lyk very funny lo, but dunno how to say here.. lolx.. Everytime when i wake up, i will laugh at e dream de lo.. Is lyk a memory lyk tat too.. haha.. That's all i wan to say ba, very tired, i wan to cont' edit my blog liao.. tata!!

-+ Tired sei +-
Tuesday, April 05, 2005


Phew.. Damn tired lo.. Juz after came back from Boon Keng.. Go there for wat nen? Go my fren hse lo.. hehe.. Siew Yue hse lo.. Sianz.. zzZZ.. Go her hse lyk, watch tv n tok tok nia lo.. Say finding job but no lo.. lolx.. Newspaper only few job nia lehz.. sianz.. We finding factory job de, but no gd factory job, den we call some promoter and sales asst job but mostly all hire permamnent de.. sianz 1/2 den other is lyk so far lo.. Den lazy go interview le, betta to find factory job lo.. hehe.. Wanna find midnight job so tat from 5-9 can watch tv.. lolx.. Now got a lot of new variety show nice le.. Muz watch worx.. heex.. Goin to offline soon lor, coz later dun wan online liao, muz slp early liao.. Cannot tahan liao.. Den tmr mayb finding job again mahz.. heex.. So nag by Siew yue muz slp early so tat can early wake up lo.. hmm.. i 4get wat i wan to say le.. lolx.. I now waiting for Sly album to be out sia.. Den i feel lyk changing skins lo.. See till very sianz, see whether got any other Sly skins.. lolx.. Yeah, Sly album gonna out soon, muz support worx.. lolx.. tc tc.. muack =P

-+ Cant slp +-
Monday, April 04, 2005


Haiz.. Sianz! Bore! Juz now after e channel 8 variety show, actually wanna watch 'Xiang Zhuo Zhou, Xiang You Zhou' heex.. My 'Han Yu Pin Yin' also not tat gd lar.. kekez.. Is on channel u after e Fei Ge show-'Zhong Yi Da Ge Da', got show tat show mahz, tat time movies i nv go watch mahz.. But my father wanna open The Eyes 10 to watch.. Den i want to see also, den cannot see tat show le lo.. Haiyo.. miss it again le.. Den hmm.. Well.. Comment abt The Eyes 10, lolx.. Dunno wat i am seeing.. hehe.. Coz is pirated VCD!!! Shh!! Is illegal.. lolx.. My father borrow from fren de.. Den watch till 11+, den i tot i cant slp worx, but end up awhile i fall aslp liao, but around 12.45 i wake up sia.. Tink estimate slp abt 1hr+! Den i flip here, flip there trying to get to slp, but cant, i reply Alex, den sms awhile, see he so long reply, den he say he watching den i say dun disturb him lo, so gd he got SCV to watch.. Den i very sianz, den decided to come online lo.. Anyway today (4 April) my younger sis birthday.. heex.. Happy birthday to her, althought she cant read lar, i mean she still kindergarden, but still wanna write out here tat wish her faster grow up, studies gd gd.. lolx.. Shall end here!

-+ 4eva HuRtGeR +-
Sunday, April 03, 2005


Haiz.. Y i always get hurt? I hate it!! But of cos, i noe a lot of ppl also hate being hurt de.. Y should invent tis words call hurt.. Urgh.. Me everytime, get hurt liao, it takes time to cure, almost cure liao, get hurt again.. I really tired of it.. Mayb end up my life, wun get hurt le? U noe hurt is so painful.. haiz..

As e previous blog i say i read his blog, after offline, i started to cry, started to hate him a lot.. I kept imaging, when sch reopen, i ignore him, dun tok to him, treat him as transparent.. N so on.. Cried n cried.. It hurt me lots, really!! But no 1 can understand, no 1 to tok to.. Mayb in e 1st place i juz too stupid to fall for him.. But wrong, is he who r e wrong, y in e 1st place he told me all those sweet stuff to me.. Whose wrong? Last nite, i couldn't slp, i flip here n there, kept tinking.. My tears couldn't stop.. But after tat..

I started to smile! Hey ppl, i not crazy.. lolx.. I suddenly tink, 4get it dun tink whose wrong and whose rite.. Mayb he juz a moment object tat fly pass me, cut into my life, den now happen so much things abt me n him.. Mayb atually i wasnt lyk him!! (Hey i cant express through here, i only can express through my heart!!) I last nite tink over very clearly liao, y should i cry for him.. Not as if he break wif me, go for another gers.. Everything is juz tat MISUNDERSTANDING Argh.. stupid me, waste my tears to cry for tat stupid person.. Shit, lolx.. I last nite tink a lot of things, den i wan to write out here, wake up everything 4get wat i wan to write sia.. Only can feel how inside my heart, but when comes to write/tell out, everyting is in e mess! lolx.. Hmm.. So juz cut short say lo.. I tink very clearly liao, i dun cry 4 him, i dun care abt him, i juz 4get abt e past me n him.. I noe i cant almost 4get abt him coz i will surely met him, coz i cant say out, juz tat we might met often de.. Tat's it i can say, coz i dun wanna let him noe.. Den i will ignore him, i wun ever tok to him anymore le.. His coming birthday i tink i wun gif him anything juz a card ba.. K lar, i also 4get wat i wanna say le.. So end here lo.. Anything, later update again ba, sianz 1/2 raining worx.. Cool.. tc everyone!

-+ Crying +-


Sorry guys, izzit i very irritating.. Tis is e 4th time i write today.. Eh.. nope.. Now is after 12am couted as tmr.. lolx.. After finish writing i gonna offline le.. I wan to seldom online liao.. Really.. Tis time i really promise.. Coz recently always online lo.. haiz..

Y i so stupid, go read his blog again!! Coz juz now i see his blog, say abt 'her..' Den i faster close dun wan to read anymore, den i juz go see again, wanna read clearly, saw he juz update new blog, den i open up n read.. I saw...her dot dot dot..again!! Tis times hurt me more.. I cant tk it, my tears started to fall down le.. I make up my mind not to tok to him anymore le.. Sorry! Coz i tired of it, i scare e more we chat, e more jia lak.. I guess, mostly 1yr see him 1time nia ba, hope is lyk tat.. Coz i cant 4get abt e past! -++Hurtger 4eva++-

-+ Wat a bAd NiTe tOnItE +-
Saturday, April 02, 2005


Urgh.. I dun wan to say abt Buddy anymore, let nature take its course!!!

Haiz.. Juz now i view someone blog worx.. I cant say is who, coz i scare he got see my blog.. Why my heart still hurt hurt de.. urgh.. should 4get abt him, izzit muz dun tok to him den can 4get abt him, i try very hard not to tok to him le lehz.. haiz.. Jia You, I muz Jia You!! "Nan De Qi Fan De Xia" haiz.. Spoilt my mood sia.. Sianz 1/2..

-+ MIRC +-


Hey.. fren.. Lolx.. Today update 2nd times le.. hehe.. Coz nth to do mahz, today so few ppl online, no 1 chat wif me, den suddenly remember last nite something, so wanna share wif u all.. heex..

Hmm.. Well.. Last nite flare up sia, MSN kept on cant log in, i tot is my comp got problem again, i go help see, but it stated is their problem.. But i still wonder izzit my comp got problem.. lolx.. Den Siew Yue sms me say she cant log in too.. Den Shimin leave msg at my blog say cant log in too.. Den i realise is not my comp fault.. heex.. Scare me sia, make me worries.. But very sianz lo, cant log in.. I damn bore lehz.. No 1 to chat wif.. Den go online MSN, also cannot.. I mean e-messenger.net! Diao.. Urgh.. Den.. I decided to go..

Heex.. Decided to go MIRC to chat lo.. BORED mahz.. Long time nv go in le lehz.. Last time b4 my comp nv spoilt, i always go MIRC chat n dl song de.. (Shh! Is illegal!! lolx) Now.. i seldom lar, see lo, nth to do, go tk a look, chat wif 1 person den log out le, nv dl song, now very strict le, so dun dare..! Den i went into #1987, #Friendster this 2 channel lo.. Den got 1 person started to chat wif me, if i not wrong e nick is bonger.. Den i go surf net, 4get abt mirc, den suddenly remember, open up.. So many ppl chat wif me, eh.. abt 6-8 lar.. heex.. I chat wif almost all of them.. Den got a nick is nejl, i wanted to highlight abt him coz... others no need to say, others juz chat chat only lo, i not interested, my motive only wan them to add mi in friendster.. lolx.. Kkz.. now tat guy

Nejl ` 18yrs old ` stay at yishun ` Work at motorcar shop ` coz he lyk bike all tat.. This wat we chat till abt lar, i mean his intro abt.. Den we exchange photo.. He send me his photo, i open up, i was shock.. Below is his photo..

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Handsome mahz? Very yandao hohz.. I wonder izzit him or not.. Very fake lo.. Den he suddenly say, 'i very lonely can u pei me.. ' I wonder so shuai person will lonely mehz? Den he kept asking me mahz, den i reply 'oh okiex.. but how? u muz say clearly mahz' He reply 'be my gf, i noe is very sudden, there is no feeling, but i promise to gif u happiness' I was shock, so yandao guy will no gf mehz, sure got a lot of ger chase after him de mahz.. Den i reply 'eh.. wait' 'how i noe u r real' 'e.g-ur age, ur look, ur words' Den actually i wanna say 'even ur look is real, u couldn't cant find gf de mahz'.. Den he log off le.. I waiting for awhile see whether he will came back.. lolx.. No lehz, den i log off le.. hmm.. Is tis guy real, i kept tinking wor.. Coz gif me e feeling is fake de lo.. But e photo damn shuai lo, if is fake, dunno where he cope e pic de, but wat if is real? Damn goodness, i miss my prince sia.. My dream guy lehz.. lolx.. Anyway gers out there betta be careful of MIRC ppl, beware of guys! heex.. K, tc.. I gonna log off hav my dinner, guys/gers out there enjoy ur dinner!

-+ BuDDiEs? +-


Wat is "BUDDY"?? haiz.. Buddy? Share wateva problem? Hang out together? Play together? etc..? haiz.. Buddy izzit call foreve fren? Question mark, question mark.. But y 4 of us lyk tat? Used to laugh together, play together, share problem together, go out together but now? All split, got own fren le.. NO No no..

Siew Ling, i understand u.. I mean i understand, in friendship u nv change, u still remember everyone of us, treat us as buddy, juz tat u stick too much to ur stead le.. But i noe if love someone very much sure stick to tat person de mahz, coz wan hav a long-term relationship.. But i dun understand is Randy got anything attractive, i noe as u say, we dun understand him de.. So i cannot say anything..

Liping, well.. same.. I noe she still treat us as buddy de, sometimes still got ask me out, i noe she doens't 4get us, but she also always wif his bf, i noe she not really always wif her stead lar.. But whenever go out sure is e same, like play pool, den play pool will always call her sis.. haiz.. But Liping, but i doen't mean i dun lyk ur sis, juz tat sometimes why cant juz we play pool nia, or dun play pool, we very very long time nv go shopping le lehz.. Miss e old days..

Shimin, i noe u also nv 4get us, i noe u treat everyone of us equally.. Go in different sch, different cls, sure will met new fren, den from fren to buddy de mahz.. rite? Lyk last time from pri sch, we got our buddy "Aiping, Soo yee, Melissa..." But end up? Lost contact.. Den went into Sec sch new buddy "Siewling, Liping.." Den of cos went into ITE, is e same rite? But of cos wun 4get e old buddies.. I miss them a lot.. u? u too? heex..

As for me lehz? lolx.. Same old me? No.. everyone will change de.. But for me, everyone is e same, as long they treat me as fren, i will treat them as fren, they treat me as enemy, i treat them as enemy.. Wahahaha.. But for me very lonely lo.. sob sob.. heex.. U see huh, Siewling n Liping got stead pei mahz, Shimin still got new buddy pei mahz, me lehz.. haiz.. Got lar, Siew Yue lo, ite clsmate den became fren de.. But haiz.. Not as gd as buddy rite, buddy is lyk sister, brother.. haiz.. fate ba.. "Guo Yi Tian, Shi Yi Tian" lo.. Everyone, treasure people around u.. tc!

-+ WaiTiNg +-
Friday, April 01, 2005


Hi guys.. Ytd i didn't write any story.. heex.. Ytd juz stay home, nth special, so dun write lo.. Wait ppl tink i siao, everyday write blog.. Lolx.. hmm.. Ytd Shao Xiang send me spybot to clear away my spyware, now my comp betta liao.. heex.. Thankx a lot!! Den at nite again got surf net lo, hand itch den dun feel lyk slping lo.. Den I almost surf until nth to surf liao, gonna log off soon, Bobby came online.. I feel lyk chatting wif him, but i dun hav e courage, den i scare he wun reply.. I tell Shimin, she ask me go go go.. Den i try to pluck up my courage to say 'Hi...' I waited abt 15mins ba, he nv reply.. Den i offline le.. Well.. I not sad.. But of cos will felt a bit disappointed.. But i telling myself nvm.. I will always be waiting for him.. hmm.. I always wonder would he seeing my blog? lolx.. I guess wun ba.. But wat if he see? I write abt him lehz.. But so wat, i tink he wun contact me anymore le ba.. 31 July 2001 till now is abt 3 n a half yrs liao, i hav been waiting for so long liao.. I will not gif up.. U all will tink y so stupid, gif up lar.. But i cant.. I die die also cant 4get abt him.. But i really juz wanted to be his fren, even if he treat me his last fren, i dun mind.. I juz wanted to be stay in contact, whenever met online can say Hi n chat awhile.. That's all, is so simple, y cant grant my wish.. U all will tink how many years i can wait, i always tell myself, i can wait as long as i live, he will always be kept inside my heart.. E memories always be stay in my mind.. Times can be prove? lolx.. I dunno how to say in english, chinese is "Shi Jian Ke Yi Zhen Ming Yi Qie".. Shall end here.. tata! April fool le, be careful dun be fool.. heex.. tc everyone!