Haiyo, blogger in maintenace till now?? I kept log in, kept cannot lehz.. Urgh.. waste my time sia.. Now finally can log in liao.. Haiz.. Not in e gd mood now, actually my mood kinda gd, but... Aiyah.. dunno how to say.. read on my story..

Today actually go out wif Adeline, go find job de lo.. Den she say meet at Bugis, when i almost go out, Siew Yue call me say she after work le, ask me where i go.. Den i say go Bugis, wanna come out together.. Den she say ok.. Den i in MRT, at Seragoon Station ba, Adeline call me say, she reach le ask me wanna meet Sembawang, Sembawang job more gd.. I say ask my fren 1st.. Den i call Siew Yue she say she reach Sembawang le, den she say she dun wan go Sembawang.. I also a bit dun feel lyk goin, coz go so far, trip very expensive de, den go there also not sure will hire me mahz, later waste fare sia.. N i wan to find factory job de lo.. Den meet up Siew Yue le lo, Adeline go Sembawang, i tink she meet other ppl le ba, coz after tat she nv reply me le, coz we at 1st got say eat outside together de.. Den Siew Yue n i go shopping lo.. Go Bugis Village.. Den walk n walk saw quite a lot of nice shirt de, but some kinda expensive le, no money to buy sia.. Heex.. I very poor de.. lolx.. Den saw got 1 piggy shirt very cute le but around $16+ sia.. hehe.. Den opp hohz, i saw 1 v cool shirt, i lyk it suit my new bag.. Den saw no 1 around de lehz, sudd a yandao guy come, but dunno he say wat, but den i noe he is e seller.. lolx.. All sell gers thing sia, den he alone at there only lo.. Den i ask Siew Yue faster go, coz i see yandao always wan to laugh de.. Den i haben decide wan to buy or not mahz.. Den i tot tat shirt is 1 for $10, 2 for $18 de.. Den.. We go others shop walk walk 1st den see which 1 to buy lo.. Den we go This Fashion 1st, den i buy jacket.. heex.. After tat walk back Bugis Village again, den at last decide to go tat yandao shop buy e shirt lo.. Den we stand there awhile le lehz.. But he nv serves us, dun dare to call him.. Den we walk into e shop, den sudd he stand behind me, den i say i wan tis wan.. Den he gonna tk down, my fren ask him how much, he say $22.. I was shoch sia.. Paiseh to say dun wan liao mahz, den i wonder i got money or not, den lucky got.. Den i blur blur gif money sia.. Den i softly beside Siew Yue ear say, nv ask for discount.. Siew Yue say u gif money liao very paiseh, where got gif money tk back money.. haiyo.. ya hohz.. But lyk tat my $22 fly away sia.. See lar, he too attractive le, makes me blur blur.. Urgh.. Den e guys also see us blur, i mean he blur wat my fren n i saying abt, wait he misunderstanding tot we wan his no. lolx.. No lo, juz wanna ask him gif discount.. Nowadays money hard to earn le.. lolx.. Sob sob.. Den after tat no mood le lo, money fly away, dun wan eat le.. Also no 1 acc me.. Siew Yue goin home eat.. My mum go my cousin hse..

Den reach home surf net lo, awhile later my father come back.. Den after tat he ask me eat le mahz.. I say no.. Den he say wanna cook maggie for me.. So touch sia, 1st time lehz.. lolx.. Coz he is my step-father, very long nv tok to him liao, only when i small abt kindergarden times den got tok to him, when i getting older nv le.. Den after tat my mum n 2 sis came back le lo.. She smiling, i noe nth gd de.. Den she kept asking me how to spell tis, how to spell tat.. I guess she sms my cousin ba.. haiz.. u all see my blog will noe wat happen le.. Not guess is confirm he sms my cousin de,(her nephew).. Urgh.. very fan.. Ask her, she dun wan to say, secretly sms nia.. Shit sia.. haiz.. very frastrated lo, dun wan tell me but kept asking me how to spell.. I dunno how to say lar.. I scare my mum ask anything will affect our cousin relation de lo.. I still wanna maintain gd cousinship de hohz.. lolx.. Haiyo.. Cant tahan my mum, english not tat gd still wan sms him ask him tis n tat.. K lar, lazy to say liao, very tired.. tc n nitex everyone..

written at 12:19 AM | back to top

Haiz.. Stupid Iwebtunes, now i kana spyware, Siewling also.. Den i ask my cousin computer expert.. lolx.. He say is spyware den i noe is spyware.. lolx.. He say spyware lyk a tick, muz format comp den can get rid of.. He say muz either go to shop or someone who hav disk den can format.. Urgh.. Sianz 1/2 so ma fan.. He say will slow down comp till spoilt.. No wonder recently when i surf net so slow.. Urgh.. No mood liao lar.. Den recently i wun be surfing net ba, if there's is a need den i come in, come in only write blog den offline.. haiz.. Y i still see other ppl blog using Iwebtunes lehz, strange they dunno got virus mehz.. Haiz.. 4get it.. Bye.. No mood to surf liao..

written at 10:59 PM | back to top

Urgh.. not in e gd mood sia.. So i come here to flood my blog.. Wahahahaha.. Adeline tell me tat time we go tat Bugis interview tat wan, the boss msg her ask her go for interview sia.. Me dun hav lehz.. sad.. I recently do so many charity le, y no hao bao de.. haiz.. sad.. Mayb i too picky on job so god dun wan me to so lucky so find job.. lolx.. But i waiting for factory job, hear tat is normal lo, normal means quite easy type, den can earn more money than those retail asst etc mahz.. Now i really wan to earn lots of money i wan buy thing n gif my mum some, coz she got something to buy but see she no money to spend lehz.. haiz..

Den esp no mood for e 'March Teens Issue', i wan tat msg page.. I ask for so many ppl le, but no 1 hav lehz.. Adeline hav de, but so long liao, i tink she nv gif me liao ba.. Dunno lehz.. haiz.. Regret tat time nv buy sia.. Den now i trying to ask for somemore ppl hav or not.. Urgh.. haiz.. I very sianz now.. Siao hohz me, write so many in a day.. But tink also no1 will read my blog de lar, i guess only Siewling n my cousin.. Shimin mayb sometimes.. Siew Yue read a bit a bit.. Others no le ba.. Hehe.. Blog only for me to read betta.. lolx.. I only lyk e skins, i lyk to do my blog till nice n simple de.. Next next time den change skins ba.. Coz i lyk Sly.. lolx..

written at 12:48 PM | back to top

AHHHhhh.. muz retype again AHHHhhh.. After i typing my previous blog, den no renovation le.. Den Adeline msg me meet 1.30 later at Bugis.. Den i tell her cannot. But i also not sure whether my mum wan me go fetch my 2 sis or not.. But looks lyk it goin to rain, so i reject her.. Den i sms my mum, den she called me say no need. Ahhh.. No excuse given le.. Not tat she no gd dun wan go out wif her, 1st things is lazy to go out coz muz b4 1 day ask me out, lolx.. den 2nd thing, looks lyk it goin to rain anytime.. 3rd thing is mayb not tat close ba, nth to tok wif her.. I rather go out wif my buddies (Liping, Siewling, Shimin) or Gd fren (Wanting, Siew Yue) than go out wif her lo, juz fren nia, go out wif her we both kinda quiet, i can see tat she not tat quiet person, but mayb wif me, she also nth to tok.. Urgh.. How shld i go out? But i wan to wait for Siew Yue together go find factory job but she... Urgh.. So slow.. As slow as e snail wor.. Lolx.. Siew Yue u betta faster quit tat job hohz.. lolx.. Haiz.. sianz 1/2.. End here lar, tata! Hav a happy day!

written at 12:18 PM | back to top

Shit de lehz.. I juz write finish my previous blog, den no renovation liao.. Den Adeline msg me say meet 1.30.. Huh.. She now den say, den i tell her cannot.. Den she say meet 2.30. But i not sure whether my mum is calling me to fetch my 2 sis or no, den i msg my mum, Den she call me say no need le.. Aiyo, now no excuse to say not free le.. How huh? Shld i go out, i dun lyk to go out wif her actually, not tat she no gd, but coz not really close mahz, nth to tok wif her, very bore, i rather go out wif my buddies(Liping, Siewling, Shimin) or my gd fren (Wanting, Siew Yue) heex.. Coz at least i noe them eh.. quite well.. heex.. Go out wif her, only find job, but.. haiz.. Looks lyk goin to rain anytime, n i wan to wait for Siew Yue to go find factory job together de.. But.. Urgh.. Wat to do.. -confuse-

written at 12:00 PM | back to top

Ah Chew.. lolx.. I abt 9+ wake up le ba.. But of cos not really wake up but no really slp.. Coz dunno which idiot renovation sia.. So noisy.. From 9+ till now they still doing.. Urgh.. No choice wake up lo, den scare my mum ask me go fetch my sis back, so betta wake up.. Wake at 10.45.. Wow, weather so cold sia.. Den got a bit thunder, looks lyk it goin to rain le.. Haiz.. Sianz, raining, hope my mum wun ask me go fetch my sis ba, if raining i lazy to go out de, i feel lyk i'm a paper scare out of rain will torn.. lolx.. Juz kidding.. Adeline nv reply me lehz, say today wan to go find job de, but she nv reply me.. Haiz.. Actually few guy ask me out, i say dun wan, say not free but actually i lyk rot at home sia.. Lolx.. K lo, end here..

written at 11:17 AM | back to top

Haiz.. Very sianz now, nth to surf lehz.. Blog also nth to do, den nth to surf, no 1 chat wif me.. Urgh.. Damn extremly bored.. Den i wanted to use internet sms my cousin gd nite de, but i try using Singtel den cant coz he using M1 actually.. lolx.. Den sudd my fren, Siew Yue come in chat wif me.. Den he send me gd nite text msg le.. So coincidence wor, i haben send him lehz.. Lolx.. Den i go see M1 can send mahz, but cannot lehz, he nv subscribe.. sianz norx.. Muz use own phone.. lolx.. Den we sms abt 2 sms ba, den i felt dunno is giddy or not lo.. I felt whole room lyk shaking sia.. Dunno is giddy or not lehz.. Haiz.. Dun dare to tell him, dun wan him to worry lo.. Coz he sure ask me to offline de.. heex.. Sianz wor.. Nth to do now, no 1 chat wif me le, Siew Yue go slp le.. Bore sei.. Den i n him still got carry on sms.. Den my tenant tell me, Novena there got tremors sia.. Den Liping sms me her hse there TYP, n his bf Jurong there got tremors also.. Den i ask Jun An, Alex n my cousin got or not.. They say dun hav.. My cousin say, recently i more funnier le? Crazy sia.. lolx.. Dunno.. lolx.. Ques mark ques mark.. Hmm.. Den i ask Shao Xiang, my fren who stay 2 bus stop away from me nia.. He say got, but nv feel? Strange.. Den he say his fren live at Ponggol got.. Tmr see news which places got lo.. lolx.. Hmm.. Urgh.. sianz.. K lar, i offline le.. Gd nite everyone.. Sweet Sweet dream..

written at 1:06 AM | back to top

Haiz.. Recently 2-3+ den slp, i make up my mind dun wan slp so late liao, later sch reopen hohz, used to it slp late den sch reopen cant slp de.. Den ytd i really v guai lo.. Surf from 5.30+ to 7.30 only den offline nv online liao, my fren ask me online, i also say dun wan.. hehe.. But hand got a bit itch sia.. Den 12 go to bed, flip here n there lehz, cant slp.. Abt 1+ den slp le ba.. Tis morning wake up go toilet.. hehe.. Den saw his msg, i reply him lo.. Den slp back.. kekez.. haiz.. felt guilty sia.. I tink i shld not hav say ba.. Rite cousin? lolx.. But anyway is okiex lar, my mum really dotes me a lot, she actually juz say say, she got say anyone bullies me, she dun lyk tat person, she scare i get hurt, so she lyk tat say.. Cousin, hope u dun tink too much, is fine now..

Aiyo, recently i met a irritating person lehz... His name is Denny(he actually my so call of fren, juz knew him) Den hohz, he wan my foto mahz, i send only can exchange, but he kept say he dun wan send lar, in foto not gd looking de, but his real person not bad de, ask me to send.. Den he damn noisy lo, den i send lo.. Den he say i not bad lookin lo, i tink i lyk shit sia, he still say not bad lookin den can be stead...? Den i say no, i dunno u well, n i wun anyhow stead de, my hav feeling.. Den he say be fren 1st bla bla bla.. Den i v reply him.. He always say bye since i dun wan to tok to him, but end up, he msg me back lo.. Den kept askin can be together, can be stead, can i be ur stead..etc.. He ask a lot, all differently but actually e same meaning, so my answer always e same de.. He very fan lo.. Den last nite ba, he ask again, he say r we still fren, den after tat can u accept me.. Den i say very angrily lo(actually we only sms) i sms 'Ya fren, but cant u stop asking.. I sickening of love.. I dun wan to go into relationship right now.. At e moment i wan to be single, so i stop asking.. Love is difficult to say, some ppl fren so long liao also no chemistry.. u understand?' Something lyk tat lar, i 4get le, nv type extactly wat he say n wat i say lar.. I got bad memory.. Den he reply ok, tok to u in future.. Crazy sia, dunno wat he toking, i nv reply him.. Urgh.. sianz.. Den few guy date me out, i reject them all, not interested sia.. haiz..

written at 1:20 PM | back to top

Hi, now den online sia.. Actually i was decide to 2pm come in surf net de but i 4.45pm den come in surf net coz juz now doing other thing, but kept cant connect, i ask my cousin he say is common problem, is Singnet there having some problem ba, ask me to wait awhile, after tat i connect more worst sia.. But now can le.. Actually u all noe y today i so late come in..red on my story ba.. Actually I dunno shld say or not lo, coz my mum say dun always tell my cousin wat she say. But this time i cant cannot say. My mum actually juz say joke joke lar coz as i am her daughter mahz, she ask me not to bother my cousin le. dun tok to him..... Actually myself also got tot of this n got agree wif my mum but i cant. Ytd while waitin 4 bus go hm, i msg him abt e Creative Warehse Sale till 31 March sell web cam @ $19.90 n #39.90. Den my mum notice, she say 'i tot u say dun wan sms him still sms him' but i say 'aiyah coz he wan buy web cam, so i msg him tell him lo' but my mum say 'y still so care abt him'.. We got sms awhile loa bt web cam thing. Actually i dun wan to online at nite de, but i still got a bit my blog goin to finish so decided to online awhile to finish my blog.. I saw him online, he nv put bz lehz, but dun dare to chat wif him.. But kept seeing him log in, log out de.. Wonder wat is he doing.. So i decided to chat wif him, ask him y lo.. Den lyk tat we started to chat lo.. We chat a lot lar, couldn't all type in here right. I say some of it lo.. He apologise to me, hmm.. but i'm ok le.. Den he drop e subject le.. Den chat a lot den he tell me FA-Manchester VS Newcastle.. We kept urging coz he support Newcastle, I support Man U mahz.. hehe.. Den after tat i ask him 'did i disturb u? i tink i dun disturb u le.. no need entertain me lar.. u go do ur thing.. nitex..' Den he say he reading something, i tot he is reading something 4 his project wan, so i ask him go read 1st lo.. Den he say 'sorry to negelct u lehz my cousin' den say 'ur blog so interesting until i dun wanna off my com haha' Den i reply 'lolx..lyk real..' Den i suddenly tink he reading, means he reading my blog lo.. Aiyo, paiseh sia.. I ask him 'u mean u reading my blog? u betta go slp den' He say 'no way, addicted liao' lolx.. Den Jun An ask me ques mahz, i ask him 'there is this hunter saw a elephant...in front of him, den he shoot the elephant...in the end the elephant die but no bullet hole found on the elephant u know y?" e answer is <> 'U know wat brand of car window always break?' e answer is <> hehe.. He say he gif he fren guess, he fren gif of of lame answer.. lolx.. very funny lo.. Den he say he cant slp, i also cant actually.. A bit becoz of him still around but i also quite awake.. Den tat time around 1+ ba, finish my blog le, but still bz chatting wif my cousin, Jun an, Shimin n Siew Yue, lucky tat my other fren nv chat wif me, if not more bz.. lolx.. At 1.54 he say he wan offline le.. Den see him offline i also goin to offline soon, but i stil chatting wif Siew Yue n helping her sign up e Iwebtunes 4 background sound.. Then Shimin tell me Iwebtunes is well-known 4 virus etc... den Siew Yue n I dun dare to use le. Aiyo but e Iwebtunes got quite a lot of song lehz, too bad got virus, betta to protect my comp, dunno still got wat website can put song into blog le lehz.. Then abt 2+, I suddenly felt very giddy.. Den i faster say bye to them, den offline le.. Den see he got msg me ask me to slp early, i reply him n tell him i felt giddy.... den he reply 'dun scare him, he v worry...' U noe, I v touch by him, he too caring le, but of cos I noe care as cousin relation mahz.. den we sms till around 3am we both slp le. Den today around 11+ he ask me feeling betta? Sms until juz now abt 5.45 ba.. haiz.. Really cant dun chat wif him wor, but i understand de! K lar, izzit too long liao.. Den i g2g end le.. tc..

written at 6:44 PM | back to top

Juz reach home lo.. Tis afternoon go out wif Liping mahz.. Haiz.. Wat a suey day to me lo.. But quite lucky got ppl tk bus wif me lar, coz i dun lyk alone to be board e bus.. After tat on e way, suddenly raining very heavily, i tot is was my suey day but luckily after awhile rain smaller n smaller den e rain stop.. meet my fren le, we go withdrawn money lo, i 4get to tk money from my mum den use ownself money lo.. Den tk MRT to Bugis den nth happen lo, shop n shop nia lo, go Perlini Silver buy e necklace thing(sorry my eng not gd 4get wat izzit call liao), coz Liping got 50% discount so i buy lo.. Den shop finish we decided to go Bishan Junction 8.. We tk MRT, at the control station, again a small little ger ask for donation, my fren ask me wanna share mahz, actually i feel lyk saying dun wan coz later goin to tk neoprint no money le, but she is a kids lehz, dun dare to reject lo, muz show gd moral mahz.. lolx.. Den k lo, donate.. Den inside e MRT le, Liping decided to go Orchard lo.. Sianz.. My hang out recently really at Orchard n Bugis liao, wanna find me go tis 2 places can liao.. lolx.. Den dunno y i v blur lehz, always wan to walk another way, den Liping always tell me 'tis way'.. heex.. Den we walk to Far East Plaza le lo, den we go 1st floor, tk neoprint at e 'Print Club', den change money, i carelessly drop $1 coin into e machine below, den cant see lo, cant find le, den i pay another $1 lo, so suey lehz.. After tat go basement walk walk, walk till another neoprint shop lo, she kept saying wan to tk lo, coz she long time nv tk neoprint liao, den wanna sch reopen liao den will very difficult to get e chance tk neoprint de, so ask me to tk.. Den i say ok lo.. haiz.. Pok kai liao lehz.. Den we got share money buy tat Taiwan crispy chicken, kinda yummy sia.. I withdrawn $20, $20 lyk tat gone le, sad sia.. Wow, i count extactly lehz, spend altogether $20.. Wow wat if i withdrawn $10, spend $10 nia lo.. But too bad machine cant withdrawn $10.. lolx.. Den after tat tk bus go home le lo.. Den my mum call me i nv ans, den i call back lo.. Den she ask me go TPY food court find her, eat together but i kinda full no appetite actually.. Den while waiting for my father buy come back, i tell my mum abt My Cousin n i tink le.. Sorry cousin gif her a bit bad impression of u le, but dun worry lar nth happen actually coz i'm her daughter mahz, she scare i get hurt, overall we still r gd relatives.. Rite? U still r my mum dream son de, lolx.. coz my mum always nag at me, compare me wif him.. Say he so filial, always listen to parent, do tis do tat de, will do housechores etc lar.. Aiyo, i hate being compare lehz.. But he really a filial son, really compare wif me, i'm juz useless.. lolx.. haiz.. Ya hohz.. I always 4get to say something, i siao siao de lehz.. Kept 'saiko' my fren sign up blog.. I saiko till 1 fren(ger), 2 fren(guy) to sign up 4 blog le, but e guys still so slow haben finish doin yet.. Haiyo.. heex.. K lar, end here.. Anything update again.. tata!! Sweet nitex nitex..

written at 8:09 PM | back to top

At e very last mins i still come in.. i goin out very soon le actually goin out wif Liping.. Actually meet 1.30, i tot i will be late so i say meet 1.45, but in few mins times i change ok liao.. Den actually wanna set off together wif my mum de but dun feel lyk go out so fast lar.. So tink dun change back to meet 1.30 lar, meet 1.45 lo.. Haiz.. dun feel lyk go out sia, no mood to go out, but hohz cant reject my fren lar, i always reject her liao, now last mins reject her very wat de.. So muz be cheer up a bit got out lo, come back den continue no mood lo.. lolx.. K lo, tata! Wish me gd luck, hope dun sad till happen anything.. Choy.. (touch wood).. Hav a nice n wonderful day!

written at 12:42 PM | back to top

Gd morning! Actually when i wake up, i feel nth le but hohz, my mind suddenly kept tinkin.. haiz.. wat to do lehz.. Shit de lehz, i 4get to switch off comp power sia, die le, i tink i muz cut off online liao.. So i gonna say bye my fren.. Lolx.. i can mahz, not really sure, i try lo.. My eyes got a bit swollen lehz.. Y, y i always deny i lyk him but end up crying 4 him.. So stupid, so silly am i.. lolx.. Last nite, after i finish write my previous blog, i see his msg, i reply him.. Den we started to sms a few msg, den each other ask each other to slp.. Actually i got soemthing in my mind, but i cant say here, i dun wanna let him noe.. haiz.. Crazy sia, my mum buy me a box is heart shape, candy heart shape container, chocolate heart shape container, ask me everything heart shape gif him? Lolx.. I always tell my mum "Wo meng fei qin fei gu" y shld i gif him, but he is my cousin how can i say tat.. lolx.. Anyway i tink i wun gif those thing liao.. lolx.. I gif myself eat betta.. lolx.. Y recently i lyk to put lolx huh.. As i say previously lolx means i am sad, but i was juz trying to be happy.. Last nite we msg, i put 3 times lolx le, but of cos he dun understand lar.. Den i delete his msg.. Well.. nv heart pain lehz.. Strange.. My feeling hav die le.. Haiz.. Panda eyes gone darker n darker le, lolx.. No 1 wan me le lar.. N last nite i hav tink clearly le.. I dun wan to gone into relationship.. But also no 1 wan me mahz.. So if anyone wan me tis ugly ger, den i will decide to gone into relationship or not.. Coz from now onwards i wun so easily fall in love le.. I tink i really quite different from last time le, i mean in love.. Coz actually got a guy treat me quite gd, but i nv touch by him de lo.. So i believe now, i understood everything, i wun hav e same mistake le.. lolx.. Cousin, not becoz of u, is becoz of myself.. U dun tink too much k.. Everything will be fine, let nature take its course..

written at 11:24 AM | back to top

Wat to write nehx? I tink i cant slp tonite liao.. I goin to write abt him coz becoz of him.. I guess u will read it ba, but i truly write abt wat i wan to write lo.. Haiz.. Actually i wan to slp early today de, coz everyday so late slp, at least 1 day slp early mahz, den today i surf net 4 v long le so i decided not to come in at nite liao den tmr goin out wif Liping so slp early lo but my mum kept chatting wif me, so i nv slp.. Den he msg me gd nite cousin, slp early.... Den i reply "my mum n i saying abt u, den receive ur msg le...." Den he reply wat we tokin abt.... Den i reply is sceret..... Den he reply since is sceret dun ask further..n he say he v v tired le wan to slp... Den after abt half hrs ba, he msg me say wanna tell me something, but scare hurt me n scare affect our cousin relationship, dun wanna be misunderstand.... If my mum not around, i sure cry liao, but my mum beside me, i cant... Den i started to stomach pain.. ha.. Now my mum not around, i can see she notice me.. But i try to act as if nth happen, i cant tell her, coz... Long story i cant say it here! Now shld i cry or shld i not? I trying to be Yong Gan, Jian Qiang.. But How? My heart r shatter coz i tink i fall in love again.. But y? I always tell myself he only my cousin, i cant lyk him, i dun lyk him.. I only lyk Bobby.. but i still fall le.. How silly am i.. Now hurt my own self.. I noe u r reading.. But i cant dun say out my true feeling.. But dun worry, after crying i will be ok, n wun affect our cousin relationship ok.. Be normal lo, act as if nth happen.. lolx.. Haiz.. I'm always hurtger, nv i can change my nick.. 1 yr i dunno can hurt how many times sia.. Tired of it.. Ya hohz, y shld i say my heart shattered, my no more heart already.. My heart have been break earlier liao.. I really used to it to be hurt le.. Y i am born here? I cant help my mum to earn lots of money, but add to her more problem, i always get hurt, i so stupid, so useless.. Y i so useless still live in tis world? I always tink to ended my life, but tat's silly.. Ppl always say die cant slove problem, but Ppl always say "Chang Tong Bu Ru Duan Tong" <-understand? So wat is the solution? lolx.. haiz.. Wat shld say now? Dunno how to face him?? Lyk tat face lo.. lolx.. I still can laugh man, my laughing is crying.. haha.. Actually i got a lot to say but i'm tired.. I mean i'm tired of saying LOVE... But now i tinkin how to tell my mum.. Haha.. Cousin, u wun noe de, i wun tell u.. lolx.. Dun worry, i'm okiex.. Really.. Remember i a Yong Gan n Jian Qiang ger, if not i wun live till now.. heex.. Cousin 4ever.. haiz.. still got thing to tell u, y u wan to send all those stuff.. i tink u understand wat i say rite.. Actually i juz wanna send u Cousin 4ever de, but see u send, den i send de.. Den u noe i fall....... haiz.. hehe.. U shld be happy lo, i noe u understand wat i saying de.. coz i noe u r clever.. tc.. nitex.. hurtger 4ever (i actually reject some guys, i dun wan in relationship, i dun wan ppl to intro guy to me coz i not interested, i juz love him so.. i mean bobby.. i noe is stupid to be wait 4 him.. Is been 3 n a half yrs le, i will still continue.. Even if he dun lyk me, i will continue to wait, wait till he msg me..)

written at 1:41 AM | back to top

Sianz lehz.. Wat a blue blue day.. My fren, Siew Yue ytd say today wan to go out pierce ear de, now say dun wan le, say today not a gd day bla bla bla, say either sunday or monday den go.. Sianz.. Den hai wo wake up so early, den now got a bit headache sia.. Den wonder shld go out wif Liping or not, but i tink no need le ba.. Sorry Liping, i always say cant go out wif u.. haiz.. Sorry.. Tink dun wan go out le lar, headache.. haiz.. Suey, today is my blue day lo.. For other ppl is gd day ba, coz today for many ppl is holiday mahz, sure go out walk walk de, having fun.. I tink now outside of my hse is got a lot of ppl outside.. I'm feel lyk i am the frog in the well sia.. Cant see e outside of the world.. lolx.. BORE.. Bore.. bore.. Haiz.. Miss him lehz.. HOW? How to cure huh.. lolx.. I dun tink can see him le lehz, he so bz.. Dunno during his birthday can see him mahz, his birthday goin to reach soon wor.. 17 April.. hehe.. Dunno wat to gif? Wanna gif him surprise lo.. No is more than surprise.. lolx.. Sianz.. k lar, end here.. Hav a nice day everyone!! =)

written at 12:10 PM | back to top

I hav read Siewling blog, so i write my blog again.. heex.. SAD.. Sad.. sad.. Wat happen to 4 of us? Split? Haiz.. NOPE! Nope! nope! I can granrateen no.. coz we still stay in contact mahz.. But of cos not lyk last time used to joke, laugh etc.. Miss the old daez.. I really miss a lot.. During Sec sch i say miss Pri sch, during ITE i say miss Sec sch.. I tink now goin to Higher Nitec i wun say miss Nitec coz not tat happy but of cos got miss wif 'Wanting, Siew Yue & Josephine' chatting, playing etc.. lolx.. Haiz.. Now all i can tink of is Sec sch life.. I miss everything there, e memory, even though got sad things happen lar.. haiz.. Long story in Sec sch.. Of cos i wun 4getting in Pri sch life too! Miss my Pri sch fren, all lost contact liao.. Hope could found back them..

Haiz.. back to 4 of us? wat happen lehz.. Dunno lehz.. Really bz ba.. But i not bz lo.. I really not bz lo.. U see.. Liping Mon-Fri still got schooling mahz.. Siewling i not tat sure, but i can see she got meet Randy now n den.. Mayb she need to acc her Grandma ba.. Shimin not tat sure too, but can see tat she goin out wif her buddy n muz work ba.. As for me? I juz slacking at home.. I noe Liping sometimes ask me out on Fri but i sometimes lazy or need to help out my mum lo.. But other times really free till siao.. E.g 7 days, free 5 days de.. haiz.. Juz tat muz gif me times make decision whether wan to go out or not lo.. haiz.. We haben lost in contact, sure can meet up 1 day de.. So dun worry, be happy guys.. We r 4ever fren k.. Cheer up buddies! haiz..

To Shimin i noe u r very sad abt him, dun sad, dun sad.. Let nature take its course, is wat i can say.. Anything tell out to ur buddies, will let u feel betta lo.. Most impt muz be happy, cheerful makes u adorable.. heex.

To Siewling i noe u very stress, dun stress, dun stress.. 1 step by 1 step.. I always be there 4 u.. Anything dun be afraid of disturb me or wat lo.. I damn free, no actually damn kpo.. lolx.. Go to e way u wan.. Stay focus.. Tink clearly.. Which way u wan? Which is betta 4 u.. I will support u de k.. Most impt muz be happy, cheerful makes u prettier.. heex..

To all fren, i might be a lousy couselling ppl, but i always will be a gd listener de.. I'm always ready for u all lo.. Anything do tell me, coz telling out to sum1 u will feel betta, not to kept inside ur heart, tat makes u more miserable.. I noe u all should noe, so i wun say much.. Juz wanna say, if no 1 to turn to, juz turn to me.. Most impt Take gd care of urself, be happy dun worry k..

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lolx.. is 1:11pm le lehz.. i still yawnz.. coz tell u all 1 thing! Shh! Dun tell any1 hohz, dun laugh hohz.. I juz wake up.. lolx.. Pig rite? Last nite abt 2+ slp ba.. Den tis morning 8+ wake up cant slp back, den 9+ den slp, slp until now lo.. Anything wrong? lolx.. Sianz.. Previous wk no 1 ask me out got lar, beside Adeline.. Den tis wk.. E.g ytd Adeline ask me out.. Liping at 1st ask me out on Sat, i say see 1st.. Den she change to Fri, i say see 1st.. Den juz now Siewling msg me say, Liping ask Sun free or not.. Den i say i tink free ba, see 1st.. Lolx.. I cant make up my decision de.. Today actually Adeline ask me out, but i lazy lo, wanna rest, but i got say see 1st.. She also got ask me out on Friday, say wanna go Sentosa, i say dunno, dun wan ba.. Coz she wif her fren i dunno de lehz.. Den Fri actually goin to my cousin hse de lo, since he so so bz, den i ask my mum dun go lo, dun disturb him, wait my sis kept playing wif him, he no mood how.. rite? Den Monday Siew Yue ask me out ba, coz she say Mon is a gd day den wat wat wat.. haha.. Dunno wat she say ytd at MSN, say wan to call me, haben call me.. Den now Siewling lyk say all cancel, nv go out liao.. Sianz.. No event liao.. Sob sob.. heex.. Hope got ppl date me out lo, but e stupid adults fare.. haiz.. K lo.. End Here! Hav a WONDERFUL day!! tc..

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lolx.. i dunno wat to put 4 my title.. kekez.. Urgh.. y suddenly feel so miss him? He juz offline lo.. I miss him, miss his voice.. lolx.. Really wor.. Feel so bore w/o him.. Die le lar, wat happen to me? Y inside my heart so miss him, my mind filled wif him! Urgh.. Juz now we chat very long in MSN.. hehe.. Den he use audio, to chat wif me.. He got mic to chat wif me, but i no mic to chat wif him.. I gonna go buy mic le.. lolx.. Den juz now he toking lo, i use type to reply him lo.. lolx.. Urgh.. dare to say me type so slow, i type v fast le lo wor.. Stupid pig say me.. lolx.. Coz u use tok de of cos v fast, i use type de of cos slow.. hehe.. sianz.. now really really very bore w/o him.. Wanna find fren chat, all fren not in.. Sianz.. sianz.. sianz.. I tink i betta go slp, but cant slp lehz.. Hear his 'Sweet Voices' cant slp.. wahahaha.. K lo, g2 offline ba, online v long le lehz.. Hear too much of his voice liao.. tata! Nitex!

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Tired sia.. Juz reach home lo.. Juz now go out wif Adeline & her fren, her fren look lyk my Secondary School clsmate.. heex.. Not bad, lucky nv left me alone.. Tot they noe each other will tok n tok left me alone.. haha.. Urgh.. Last mins she say she nv bring March Teens Issue tat page i wan.. She say her bro takes, next wk den post me.. Aiyo, hope she really does.. Tat page impt to me lo.. As b4 tis i got say mahz.. heex.. If she cant gif me, i reject her dun go out le.. But after goin out not bad lo, can go out but a bit tired lo.. Again! Wait at Orchard.. But Adeline reach le, but suey sia.. Cant find her, den again got donation, i reject a lot le lehz.. Den at last i donate for a guy lo.. haha.. $5 lehz.. haiz.. Hope do a gd deed, hope to hav gd luck.. heex.. Den meet them le go Heeren Mini Toons interview, wow still got a table outside sia.. For interview de.. Quite a lot of ppl go interview.. But hohz.. They wan can work long term de, me cannot lo, July gonna sch reopen le.. hehe.. Den after tat go Bugis interview for ladies boutique.. Den go KFC eat, eat le go walk walk den go home lo.. Walk so long sia, very tired le.. haiz.. Hehe.. I wanna say abt him lar->(my cousin lo) haha.. eh.. dun dare to say wor.. He got read my story de lehz.. aiyo.. paiseh sia.. Tis morning he msg me say he seldom msg me bcoz he bz, got 2 project, 3 ca, 2mths later got exam muz study to get GPA 3.5.. Aiyo, y didn't he tell me early, so i wun tink too much.. Sorry lehz, Jav! heex.. I mistaken u, but i noe u bz lar, so i nv msg u, scare i disturb u.. Anything u muz tell me mahz.. I understand de.. N i been through all tis cant msg n go out wan to get top result, hehe.. finally get full GPA lehz.. Triple A lo.. haha.. Phew.. After tis gonna carry on Higher Nitec le, scare scare sia, muz work damn hard le.. Ya hohz.. saying abt him.. den lyk tat lo.. hehe.. Urgh.. gonna miss him liao, cant disturb him, cant chat wif him le, will miss him de lehz.. hehe.. Den juz now at train he msg me, den he ask me nv online? Den i'm outside mahz, but on the way go home le, den i rush back home juz to chat wif him, even awhile also nvm.. hehe.. K lar, stop here ba.. tata.. Gonna watch tv..

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Hehe.. Online again, coz see still got time.. Coz i sudd remember i 4get to say 1 thing.. 4get to say tat time my ex (YA) say thankx to me.. I was shock sia.. Question Mark, Question Mark, y he say thankx to me?? Den he say he saw the msg on 'March Teens Issue' Den i blur blur.. Oh, welcome welcome! Coz actually i 4get i got write msg to Teens liao, i tink kinda long liao lehz.. Den me got bad memories lar.. haha.. Den i 4get wat i write.. I didn't brought March Teens Issue lehz, coz i see, i tink nth to see de, dun waste money buy, i normally see e cover page n poster den i buy.. haha.. But aiyah too bad i nv brought.. Now i begging my fren to at least tear tat msg page gif me, she say photocopy for me, den i say ok lo, betta den dun hav.. Coz i wan to see n keep for memories lo.. haiz.. K lar, tat's all i wan to say.. If anything i update again.. hehe..

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Yawnx.. Tired sia, haben slp enuf wor.. hehe.. I pig rite? Nvm.. Pig, pig lo.. Pig v cute de.. Hehe.. I lyk pig a lot.. lolx.. Sianz.. Again.. Siewling tell me her sis also use tis skin.. Urgh.. I really surrender liao, tired of changing le.. It need to takes a lot of times sia.. I goin to become panda le lar.. I everyday n almost 24 hrs online lehz.. But only free when comes to nite, den free to quietly do my blog.. Everday 2am slp, sob sob.. dun wan hav panda eyes lehz.. I surrender le, dun wan to change liao wor.. But i will change next next next next time ba.. haha.. See if i damn free n mood v gd 1st lo.. Now really sianz liao lazy to change.. N i lyk tis skin v much too.. So, sorry hohz.. if i same wif anyone.. K lar, end here.. Later goin to go out wif Adeline.. tata!!

written at 11:38 AM | back to top

Phew.. my blog finally DONE! wahahaha.. Hope cant find any fren same wif me le lo.. Coz i look for many skins le lehz.. Finally found tis, kinda nice, i lyk it.. Den i search here n dere den do tis n tat to make it nice nice le lehz.. To me nice le hohz.. I noe not tat nice actually.. haha.. Tired! Tired! Tired! Everyday stick to e comp lehz.. Eyes haben rest yet.. Urgh.. Now finally done, i tink i not tat often to online le.. heex.. Den juz now teaching my fren to do blog wor.. N here wanna thankx to my Buddy-Siewling! Is she teach me how to sign up lo.. hehe.. K lar, feel free come visit my blog hohz.. Den leave a tag there pls.. if not there will be very cold... wahahaha.. K lar, end here wor.. When got story den update yeah.. Tc everyone!! muack.. kekez..

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Hehe.. I msg him liao (my cousin lo), my mum lar kept nagging at me say nv care abt him, wait is he angry wif me etc.. So i decided to msg him lo.. Juz now msg him, he reply say coz a lot of hmwork/project etc things to do lo.. I trust him ba.. heex.. Den so everything slove le ba.. hehe.. But he tat time say March holiday will ask me out de, i tink either he 4get or now got so many things to do act as he nv say b4 le ba.. haiz.. Nvm lar, as long as if he nv lie to me.. Sch reopen can everyday see him le mahz.. wahahaha.. Sianz.. My blog still underconstrution hohz.. Pls wait, coz i do things kinda slow de lar, dunno how to do mahz, kept figure out, wanna do nice nice, den dun dare to ask my fren, dun wan ma fan them mahz.. hehe.. K lar, i gonna offline slp le, recently very late slp lo, goin to bcome panda le lar.. tata! Nitex everyone.. hohoho!!

written at 12:20 AM | back to top

Signz.. He delete my no le.. He? hehe.. My last ex Yong An.. Feel kinda sad lo.. On Valentine day, i got sms him, he got reply thankx u, n wish me to de.. But juz now i sms him chinese text msg to him, he reply who r u.. Feeling hurt tat he delete my no le.. Actually dun wan reply de, but dunno y hand wan to reply him lo.. haiz.. den he nv reply le lehz.. haiz.. But Fri afternoon he auto chat wif me wor.. I shock tio lo.. He say "hello" to me wor.. den we chat lo, lyk a bit lyk last time.. Esp he used to say "pat ur head".. haiz.. Let me tink of e past.. Den he say he wan to watch movies mahz.. Den i n him same offline, den after tat at nite i online again, awhile later he also online.. I ask him watch wat movies, he reply nv watch, den i nv say anything le, he also nv say anything le.. haiz.. Ytd n today got saw him online but he nv chat wif me lehz.. sobz.. I tot i can put down, but i cant, but i tink i can lar, gif me some more times.. Heex.. Jia you to myself!! I very stress now lehz, wif my cousin thing thing lo.. haha.. How to say nen? Lazy to say sia.. Short cut, short cut lar hohz.. hehe.. Eh.. I got a long lost aunt lo, den Jan found back her lo, den on Chinese New Year den i finally met them.. I got 2 new cousin, 1 is older than me 1yr, 1 is younger than me 3yrs.. B4 CNY we got sms chat le.. Den on CNY tat day, we both v paiseh, dun dare to tok.. On 3rd day of CNY, we go their hse lo, his hse kinda big sia, quite rich lo.. Aiyah tis all no need to say lar, skip skip skip.. haha.. Den 1 day by 1 day we getting closer n closer lo.. We both sms "miss ya", "love ya", "hug n kisses 4 u" etc lo.. Lyk stead rite? My mum also tot.. But on Valentine tat day, he say he brought a gift n gif to a ger he lyk, he say mayb soon goin to be together le.. After since we getting close, he nv mention to me tat ger le.. Den on few wks b4, my mum, sis n me go his hse.. Den i was sitin on e living room mahz, den he playing wif my sis in e room, his hp left on floor, i pick it up n see, saw a ger foto den put "miss her a lot" I tink is tat ger he mention tat ger ba.. But he say i miss u to me? Den now put miss her a lot? Wat is tis mean? Can sum1 tell me.. Actually i was trying v hard to kept inside my heart, act as i nv seen b4.. But i tink is 1wk later i msg him ask him, den he reply bla bla bla.. haha.. I a bit 4get liao, juz rememeber he nv answer abt tat ger thing, he juz ans actually u r e most impt to me etc lar.. dunno le.. I still dun understand lo, coz he nv say clearly, he nv explain to me.. I got a lot of ques.. Is he two-timer? Does he lyk me? If he lyk me, den how abt tat ger? If he dun lyk me, y did he say all those sweet words to me? Urgh.. confusing.. Is been 4 days we nv sms chat le, we everyday got sms de, coz we say is a habit le.. He say he cant dun sms me de, but y 4 days nv sms me le.. I been waiting 4 him.. Kept looking at my fone, always online.. He nv sms me, he nv online, on Fri he did online but we chat a few lines not much, he say he wan to slp le, i tot he v late slp de mahz, if he tired i nth to say lo.. haiz.. Now i dunno how to face him le, but i really getting to miss him le, want to see him.. Not sure tmr my mum got go his hse mahz, shld i go or shld not go? I also not sure my feeling 4 him actually, coz i tot he lyk tat ger, so dun put on feeling 4 him, kept deny myself i dun lyk him, but actually i always tot ya really i dun lyk him wat.. But wrong, y i ll jealous n sad when i c his fone got tat ger foto put miss her a lot.. y i ll miss him.. y i ll call him pig.. normally i got tat guy pig means i lyk him.. Izzit i really lyk him? haiz.. Stop stop stop.. Dun say le, i sickening of L.O.V.E! Let nature take its course ba..

written at 7:04 AM | back to top

Hmm.. Well well.. wat to write nen?? Question Mark Question Mark.. haha.. Tired lo.. Stuck to e comp v long liao.. Coz kept editing blog, no time to do other thing sia.. Den My fren Adeline, ask me out a few times le, paiseh to reject her again, so i agree to go out wif her lo.. Den today go out, she kept saying wan to intro Nicholas to me.. But i say dun wan de, den she ask him to go out also.. N she also ask Ben to go out.. But at e very last mins, she say her stead goin.. I normally dun lyk to go out wif couple de, no choice on e way liao.. Den we meet at Orchard lo.. I reach le, wait at e Control Station outside, got abt 6 ppl ask for donation liao, i kept reject coz is gers but got a guy, he look kinda cute de, he let me tink of Wilson sia.. haiz.. Den actually wan to donate for him de but too bad $5 lehz.. haiz.. I v selfish hohz.. K lar, next time i try to donate lo.. I'm sure i will k.. heex.. Den realise Adeline also dunno tat Nicholas look actually.. Aiyo, den meet out.. haha.. =x Den she neglect me lo, kept sticking wif her stead lo, den i alone got tat Nicholas but i dun lyk.. Den i finding excuse to go home lo.. Den finally can go home le.. wahahaha.. blehx.. Den reach home switch on comp again, n do my blog.. Urgh.. Haben finish doin my blog hohz, to be continue de.. Urgh wat happen to my cousin sia.. Nv online, nv msg me.. Really izzit, he really got a ger he lyk? Dunno wat he tinking, hmpf dun msg him, let him auto msg me, if he 1wk+ le dun msg me, i tink i not to care abt him le.. He goes on wif his life w/o me, n i goes on wif my life w/o him.. Lyk b4 we didn't noe each other lo.. sob.. heex.. I muz be "Yong gan" I muz be "Jian Qiang" N hohz.. i haben say le, Bobby reply me le, i'm so happy sia, but he sms me 2 msg only after tat he nv reply me le, den i also dun dare to msg him.. haiz.. Dun hav e courage.. But i still will carry on waiting for his msg de, no matter wat.. No matter wat.. I'm still Love him, no 1 can ever replace him in my heart, my one and only one wor.. Love him always.. K lar, end here.. I'm tired wanna let my eyes rest le, write again tmr..

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Haiyo, blogger in maintenace till now?? I kept log in, kept cannot lehz.. Urgh.. waste my time sia.. Now finally can log in liao.. Haiz.. Not in e gd mood now, actually my mood kinda gd, but... Aiyah.. dunno how to say.. read on my story..

Today actually go out wif Adeline, go find job de lo.. Den she say meet at Bugis, when i almost go out, Siew Yue call me say she after work le, ask me where i go.. Den i say go Bugis, wanna come out together.. Den she say ok.. Den i in MRT, at Seragoon Station ba, Adeline call me say, she reach le ask me wanna meet Sembawang, Sembawang job more gd.. I say ask my fren 1st.. Den i call Siew Yue she say she reach Sembawang le, den she say she dun wan go Sembawang.. I also a bit dun feel lyk goin, coz go so far, trip very expensive de, den go there also not sure will hire me mahz, later waste fare sia.. N i wan to find factory job de lo.. Den meet up Siew Yue le lo, Adeline go Sembawang, i tink she meet other ppl le ba, coz after tat she nv reply me le, coz we at 1st got say eat outside together de.. Den Siew Yue n i go shopping lo.. Go Bugis Village.. Den walk n walk saw quite a lot of nice shirt de, but some kinda expensive le, no money to buy sia.. Heex.. I very poor de.. lolx.. Den saw got 1 piggy shirt very cute le but around $16+ sia.. hehe.. Den opp hohz, i saw 1 v cool shirt, i lyk it suit my new bag.. Den saw no 1 around de lehz, sudd a yandao guy come, but dunno he say wat, but den i noe he is e seller.. lolx.. All sell gers thing sia, den he alone at there only lo.. Den i ask Siew Yue faster go, coz i see yandao always wan to laugh de.. Den i haben decide wan to buy or not mahz.. Den i tot tat shirt is 1 for $10, 2 for $18 de.. Den.. We go others shop walk walk 1st den see which 1 to buy lo.. Den we go This Fashion 1st, den i buy jacket.. heex.. After tat walk back Bugis Village again, den at last decide to go tat yandao shop buy e shirt lo.. Den we stand there awhile le lehz.. But he nv serves us, dun dare to call him.. Den we walk into e shop, den sudd he stand behind me, den i say i wan tis wan.. Den he gonna tk down, my fren ask him how much, he say $22.. I was shoch sia.. Paiseh to say dun wan liao mahz, den i wonder i got money or not, den lucky got.. Den i blur blur gif money sia.. Den i softly beside Siew Yue ear say, nv ask for discount.. Siew Yue say u gif money liao very paiseh, where got gif money tk back money.. haiyo.. ya hohz.. But lyk tat my $22 fly away sia.. See lar, he too attractive le, makes me blur blur.. Urgh.. Den e guys also see us blur, i mean he blur wat my fren n i saying abt, wait he misunderstanding tot we wan his no. lolx.. No lo, juz wanna ask him gif discount.. Nowadays money hard to earn le.. lolx.. Sob sob.. Den after tat no mood le lo, money fly away, dun wan eat le.. Also no 1 acc me.. Siew Yue goin home eat.. My mum go my cousin hse..

Den reach home surf net lo, awhile later my father come back.. Den after tat he ask me eat le mahz.. I say no.. Den he say wanna cook maggie for me.. So touch sia, 1st time lehz.. lolx.. Coz he is my step-father, very long nv tok to him liao, only when i small abt kindergarden times den got tok to him, when i getting older nv le.. Den after tat my mum n 2 sis came back le lo.. She smiling, i noe nth gd de.. Den she kept asking me how to spell tis, how to spell tat.. I guess she sms my cousin ba.. haiz.. u all see my blog will noe wat happen le.. Not guess is confirm he sms my cousin de,(her nephew).. Urgh.. very fan.. Ask her, she dun wan to say, secretly sms nia.. Shit sia.. haiz.. very frastrated lo, dun wan tell me but kept asking me how to spell.. I dunno how to say lar.. I scare my mum ask anything will affect our cousin relation de lo.. I still wanna maintain gd cousinship de hohz.. lolx.. Haiyo.. Cant tahan my mum, english not tat gd still wan sms him ask him tis n tat.. K lar, lazy to say liao, very tired.. tc n nitex everyone..

written at 12:19 AM | back to top

Haiz.. Stupid Iwebtunes, now i kana spyware, Siewling also.. Den i ask my cousin computer expert.. lolx.. He say is spyware den i noe is spyware.. lolx.. He say spyware lyk a tick, muz format comp den can get rid of.. He say muz either go to shop or someone who hav disk den can format.. Urgh.. Sianz 1/2 so ma fan.. He say will slow down comp till spoilt.. No wonder recently when i surf net so slow.. Urgh.. No mood liao lar.. Den recently i wun be surfing net ba, if there's is a need den i come in, come in only write blog den offline.. haiz.. Y i still see other ppl blog using Iwebtunes lehz, strange they dunno got virus mehz.. Haiz.. 4get it.. Bye.. No mood to surf liao..

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Urgh.. not in e gd mood sia.. So i come here to flood my blog.. Wahahahaha.. Adeline tell me tat time we go tat Bugis interview tat wan, the boss msg her ask her go for interview sia.. Me dun hav lehz.. sad.. I recently do so many charity le, y no hao bao de.. haiz.. sad.. Mayb i too picky on job so god dun wan me to so lucky so find job.. lolx.. But i waiting for factory job, hear tat is normal lo, normal means quite easy type, den can earn more money than those retail asst etc mahz.. Now i really wan to earn lots of money i wan buy thing n gif my mum some, coz she got something to buy but see she no money to spend lehz.. haiz..

Den esp no mood for e 'March Teens Issue', i wan tat msg page.. I ask for so many ppl le, but no 1 hav lehz.. Adeline hav de, but so long liao, i tink she nv gif me liao ba.. Dunno lehz.. haiz.. Regret tat time nv buy sia.. Den now i trying to ask for somemore ppl hav or not.. Urgh.. haiz.. I very sianz now.. Siao hohz me, write so many in a day.. But tink also no1 will read my blog de lar, i guess only Siewling n my cousin.. Shimin mayb sometimes.. Siew Yue read a bit a bit.. Others no le ba.. Hehe.. Blog only for me to read betta.. lolx.. I only lyk e skins, i lyk to do my blog till nice n simple de.. Next next time den change skins ba.. Coz i lyk Sly.. lolx..

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AHHHhhh.. muz retype again AHHHhhh.. After i typing my previous blog, den no renovation le.. Den Adeline msg me meet 1.30 later at Bugis.. Den i tell her cannot. But i also not sure whether my mum wan me go fetch my 2 sis or not.. But looks lyk it goin to rain, so i reject her.. Den i sms my mum, den she called me say no need. Ahhh.. No excuse given le.. Not tat she no gd dun wan go out wif her, 1st things is lazy to go out coz muz b4 1 day ask me out, lolx.. den 2nd thing, looks lyk it goin to rain anytime.. 3rd thing is mayb not tat close ba, nth to tok wif her.. I rather go out wif my buddies (Liping, Siewling, Shimin) or Gd fren (Wanting, Siew Yue) than go out wif her lo, juz fren nia, go out wif her we both kinda quiet, i can see tat she not tat quiet person, but mayb wif me, she also nth to tok.. Urgh.. How shld i go out? But i wan to wait for Siew Yue together go find factory job but she... Urgh.. So slow.. As slow as e snail wor.. Lolx.. Siew Yue u betta faster quit tat job hohz.. lolx.. Haiz.. sianz 1/2.. End here lar, tata! Hav a happy day!

written at 12:18 PM | back to top

Shit de lehz.. I juz write finish my previous blog, den no renovation liao.. Den Adeline msg me say meet 1.30.. Huh.. She now den say, den i tell her cannot.. Den she say meet 2.30. But i not sure whether my mum is calling me to fetch my 2 sis or no, den i msg my mum, Den she call me say no need le.. Aiyo, now no excuse to say not free le.. How huh? Shld i go out, i dun lyk to go out wif her actually, not tat she no gd, but coz not really close mahz, nth to tok wif her, very bore, i rather go out wif my buddies(Liping, Siewling, Shimin) or my gd fren (Wanting, Siew Yue) heex.. Coz at least i noe them eh.. quite well.. heex.. Go out wif her, only find job, but.. haiz.. Looks lyk goin to rain anytime, n i wan to wait for Siew Yue to go find factory job together de.. But.. Urgh.. Wat to do.. -confuse-

written at 12:00 PM | back to top

Ah Chew.. lolx.. I abt 9+ wake up le ba.. But of cos not really wake up but no really slp.. Coz dunno which idiot renovation sia.. So noisy.. From 9+ till now they still doing.. Urgh.. No choice wake up lo, den scare my mum ask me go fetch my sis back, so betta wake up.. Wake at 10.45.. Wow, weather so cold sia.. Den got a bit thunder, looks lyk it goin to rain le.. Haiz.. Sianz, raining, hope my mum wun ask me go fetch my sis ba, if raining i lazy to go out de, i feel lyk i'm a paper scare out of rain will torn.. lolx.. Juz kidding.. Adeline nv reply me lehz, say today wan to go find job de, but she nv reply me.. Haiz.. Actually few guy ask me out, i say dun wan, say not free but actually i lyk rot at home sia.. Lolx.. K lo, end here..

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Haiz.. Very sianz now, nth to surf lehz.. Blog also nth to do, den nth to surf, no 1 chat wif me.. Urgh.. Damn extremly bored.. Den i wanted to use internet sms my cousin gd nite de, but i try using Singtel den cant coz he using M1 actually.. lolx.. Den sudd my fren, Siew Yue come in chat wif me.. Den he send me gd nite text msg le.. So coincidence wor, i haben send him lehz.. Lolx.. Den i go see M1 can send mahz, but cannot lehz, he nv subscribe.. sianz norx.. Muz use own phone.. lolx.. Den we sms abt 2 sms ba, den i felt dunno is giddy or not lo.. I felt whole room lyk shaking sia.. Dunno is giddy or not lehz.. Haiz.. Dun dare to tell him, dun wan him to worry lo.. Coz he sure ask me to offline de.. heex.. Sianz wor.. Nth to do now, no 1 chat wif me le, Siew Yue go slp le.. Bore sei.. Den i n him still got carry on sms.. Den my tenant tell me, Novena there got tremors sia.. Den Liping sms me her hse there TYP, n his bf Jurong there got tremors also.. Den i ask Jun An, Alex n my cousin got or not.. They say dun hav.. My cousin say, recently i more funnier le? Crazy sia.. lolx.. Dunno.. lolx.. Ques mark ques mark.. Hmm.. Den i ask Shao Xiang, my fren who stay 2 bus stop away from me nia.. He say got, but nv feel? Strange.. Den he say his fren live at Ponggol got.. Tmr see news which places got lo.. lolx.. Hmm.. Urgh.. sianz.. K lar, i offline le.. Gd nite everyone.. Sweet Sweet dream..

written at 1:06 AM | back to top

Haiz.. Recently 2-3+ den slp, i make up my mind dun wan slp so late liao, later sch reopen hohz, used to it slp late den sch reopen cant slp de.. Den ytd i really v guai lo.. Surf from 5.30+ to 7.30 only den offline nv online liao, my fren ask me online, i also say dun wan.. hehe.. But hand got a bit itch sia.. Den 12 go to bed, flip here n there lehz, cant slp.. Abt 1+ den slp le ba.. Tis morning wake up go toilet.. hehe.. Den saw his msg, i reply him lo.. Den slp back.. kekez.. haiz.. felt guilty sia.. I tink i shld not hav say ba.. Rite cousin? lolx.. But anyway is okiex lar, my mum really dotes me a lot, she actually juz say say, she got say anyone bullies me, she dun lyk tat person, she scare i get hurt, so she lyk tat say.. Cousin, hope u dun tink too much, is fine now..

Aiyo, recently i met a irritating person lehz... His name is Denny(he actually my so call of fren, juz knew him) Den hohz, he wan my foto mahz, i send only can exchange, but he kept say he dun wan send lar, in foto not gd looking de, but his real person not bad de, ask me to send.. Den he damn noisy lo, den i send lo.. Den he say i not bad lookin lo, i tink i lyk shit sia, he still say not bad lookin den can be stead...? Den i say no, i dunno u well, n i wun anyhow stead de, my hav feeling.. Den he say be fren 1st bla bla bla.. Den i v reply him.. He always say bye since i dun wan to tok to him, but end up, he msg me back lo.. Den kept askin can be together, can be stead, can i be ur stead..etc.. He ask a lot, all differently but actually e same meaning, so my answer always e same de.. He very fan lo.. Den last nite ba, he ask again, he say r we still fren, den after tat can u accept me.. Den i say very angrily lo(actually we only sms) i sms 'Ya fren, but cant u stop asking.. I sickening of love.. I dun wan to go into relationship right now.. At e moment i wan to be single, so i stop asking.. Love is difficult to say, some ppl fren so long liao also no chemistry.. u understand?' Something lyk tat lar, i 4get le, nv type extactly wat he say n wat i say lar.. I got bad memory.. Den he reply ok, tok to u in future.. Crazy sia, dunno wat he toking, i nv reply him.. Urgh.. sianz.. Den few guy date me out, i reject them all, not interested sia.. haiz..

written at 1:20 PM | back to top

Hi, now den online sia.. Actually i was decide to 2pm come in surf net de but i 4.45pm den come in surf net coz juz now doing other thing, but kept cant connect, i ask my cousin he say is common problem, is Singnet there having some problem ba, ask me to wait awhile, after tat i connect more worst sia.. But now can le.. Actually u all noe y today i so late come in..red on my story ba.. Actually I dunno shld say or not lo, coz my mum say dun always tell my cousin wat she say. But this time i cant cannot say. My mum actually juz say joke joke lar coz as i am her daughter mahz, she ask me not to bother my cousin le. dun tok to him..... Actually myself also got tot of this n got agree wif my mum but i cant. Ytd while waitin 4 bus go hm, i msg him abt e Creative Warehse Sale till 31 March sell web cam @ $19.90 n #39.90. Den my mum notice, she say 'i tot u say dun wan sms him still sms him' but i say 'aiyah coz he wan buy web cam, so i msg him tell him lo' but my mum say 'y still so care abt him'.. We got sms awhile loa bt web cam thing. Actually i dun wan to online at nite de, but i still got a bit my blog goin to finish so decided to online awhile to finish my blog.. I saw him online, he nv put bz lehz, but dun dare to chat wif him.. But kept seeing him log in, log out de.. Wonder wat is he doing.. So i decided to chat wif him, ask him y lo.. Den lyk tat we started to chat lo.. We chat a lot lar, couldn't all type in here right. I say some of it lo.. He apologise to me, hmm.. but i'm ok le.. Den he drop e subject le.. Den chat a lot den he tell me FA-Manchester VS Newcastle.. We kept urging coz he support Newcastle, I support Man U mahz.. hehe.. Den after tat i ask him 'did i disturb u? i tink i dun disturb u le.. no need entertain me lar.. u go do ur thing.. nitex..' Den he say he reading something, i tot he is reading something 4 his project wan, so i ask him go read 1st lo.. Den he say 'sorry to negelct u lehz my cousin' den say 'ur blog so interesting until i dun wanna off my com haha' Den i reply 'lolx..lyk real..' Den i suddenly tink he reading, means he reading my blog lo.. Aiyo, paiseh sia.. I ask him 'u mean u reading my blog? u betta go slp den' He say 'no way, addicted liao' lolx.. Den Jun An ask me ques mahz, i ask him 'there is this hunter saw a elephant...in front of him, den he shoot the elephant...in the end the elephant die but no bullet hole found on the elephant u know y?" e answer is <> 'U know wat brand of car window always break?' e answer is <> hehe.. He say he gif he fren guess, he fren gif of of lame answer.. lolx.. very funny lo.. Den he say he cant slp, i also cant actually.. A bit becoz of him still around but i also quite awake.. Den tat time around 1+ ba, finish my blog le, but still bz chatting wif my cousin, Jun an, Shimin n Siew Yue, lucky tat my other fren nv chat wif me, if not more bz.. lolx.. At 1.54 he say he wan offline le.. Den see him offline i also goin to offline soon, but i stil chatting wif Siew Yue n helping her sign up e Iwebtunes 4 background sound.. Then Shimin tell me Iwebtunes is well-known 4 virus etc... den Siew Yue n I dun dare to use le. Aiyo but e Iwebtunes got quite a lot of song lehz, too bad got virus, betta to protect my comp, dunno still got wat website can put song into blog le lehz.. Then abt 2+, I suddenly felt very giddy.. Den i faster say bye to them, den offline le.. Den see he got msg me ask me to slp early, i reply him n tell him i felt giddy.... den he reply 'dun scare him, he v worry...' U noe, I v touch by him, he too caring le, but of cos I noe care as cousin relation mahz.. den we sms till around 3am we both slp le. Den today around 11+ he ask me feeling betta? Sms until juz now abt 5.45 ba.. haiz.. Really cant dun chat wif him wor, but i understand de! K lar, izzit too long liao.. Den i g2g end le.. tc..

written at 6:44 PM | back to top

Juz reach home lo.. Tis afternoon go out wif Liping mahz.. Haiz.. Wat a suey day to me lo.. But quite lucky got ppl tk bus wif me lar, coz i dun lyk alone to be board e bus.. After tat on e way, suddenly raining very heavily, i tot is was my suey day but luckily after awhile rain smaller n smaller den e rain stop.. meet my fren le, we go withdrawn money lo, i 4get to tk money from my mum den use ownself money lo.. Den tk MRT to Bugis den nth happen lo, shop n shop nia lo, go Perlini Silver buy e necklace thing(sorry my eng not gd 4get wat izzit call liao), coz Liping got 50% discount so i buy lo.. Den shop finish we decided to go Bishan Junction 8.. We tk MRT, at the control station, again a small little ger ask for donation, my fren ask me wanna share mahz, actually i feel lyk saying dun wan coz later goin to tk neoprint no money le, but she is a kids lehz, dun dare to reject lo, muz show gd moral mahz.. lolx.. Den k lo, donate.. Den inside e MRT le, Liping decided to go Orchard lo.. Sianz.. My hang out recently really at Orchard n Bugis liao, wanna find me go tis 2 places can liao.. lolx.. Den dunno y i v blur lehz, always wan to walk another way, den Liping always tell me 'tis way'.. heex.. Den we walk to Far East Plaza le lo, den we go 1st floor, tk neoprint at e 'Print Club', den change money, i carelessly drop $1 coin into e machine below, den cant see lo, cant find le, den i pay another $1 lo, so suey lehz.. After tat go basement walk walk, walk till another neoprint shop lo, she kept saying wan to tk lo, coz she long time nv tk neoprint liao, den wanna sch reopen liao den will very difficult to get e chance tk neoprint de, so ask me to tk.. Den i say ok lo.. haiz.. Pok kai liao lehz.. Den we got share money buy tat Taiwan crispy chicken, kinda yummy sia.. I withdrawn $20, $20 lyk tat gone le, sad sia.. Wow, i count extactly lehz, spend altogether $20.. Wow wat if i withdrawn $10, spend $10 nia lo.. But too bad machine cant withdrawn $10.. lolx.. Den after tat tk bus go home le lo.. Den my mum call me i nv ans, den i call back lo.. Den she ask me go TPY food court find her, eat together but i kinda full no appetite actually.. Den while waiting for my father buy come back, i tell my mum abt My Cousin n i tink le.. Sorry cousin gif her a bit bad impression of u le, but dun worry lar nth happen actually coz i'm her daughter mahz, she scare i get hurt, overall we still r gd relatives.. Rite? U still r my mum dream son de, lolx.. coz my mum always nag at me, compare me wif him.. Say he so filial, always listen to parent, do tis do tat de, will do housechores etc lar.. Aiyo, i hate being compare lehz.. But he really a filial son, really compare wif me, i'm juz useless.. lolx.. haiz.. Ya hohz.. I always 4get to say something, i siao siao de lehz.. Kept 'saiko' my fren sign up blog.. I saiko till 1 fren(ger), 2 fren(guy) to sign up 4 blog le, but e guys still so slow haben finish doin yet.. Haiyo.. heex.. K lar, end here.. Anything update again.. tata!! Sweet nitex nitex..

written at 8:09 PM | back to top

At e very last mins i still come in.. i goin out very soon le actually goin out wif Liping.. Actually meet 1.30, i tot i will be late so i say meet 1.45, but in few mins times i change ok liao.. Den actually wanna set off together wif my mum de but dun feel lyk go out so fast lar.. So tink dun change back to meet 1.30 lar, meet 1.45 lo.. Haiz.. dun feel lyk go out sia, no mood to go out, but hohz cant reject my fren lar, i always reject her liao, now last mins reject her very wat de.. So muz be cheer up a bit got out lo, come back den continue no mood lo.. lolx.. K lo, tata! Wish me gd luck, hope dun sad till happen anything.. Choy.. (touch wood).. Hav a nice n wonderful day!

written at 12:42 PM | back to top

Gd morning! Actually when i wake up, i feel nth le but hohz, my mind suddenly kept tinkin.. haiz.. wat to do lehz.. Shit de lehz, i 4get to switch off comp power sia, die le, i tink i muz cut off online liao.. So i gonna say bye my fren.. Lolx.. i can mahz, not really sure, i try lo.. My eyes got a bit swollen lehz.. Y, y i always deny i lyk him but end up crying 4 him.. So stupid, so silly am i.. lolx.. Last nite, after i finish write my previous blog, i see his msg, i reply him.. Den we started to sms a few msg, den each other ask each other to slp.. Actually i got soemthing in my mind, but i cant say here, i dun wanna let him noe.. haiz.. Crazy sia, my mum buy me a box is heart shape, candy heart shape container, chocolate heart shape container, ask me everything heart shape gif him? Lolx.. I always tell my mum "Wo meng fei qin fei gu" y shld i gif him, but he is my cousin how can i say tat.. lolx.. Anyway i tink i wun gif those thing liao.. lolx.. I gif myself eat betta.. lolx.. Y recently i lyk to put lolx huh.. As i say previously lolx means i am sad, but i was juz trying to be happy.. Last nite we msg, i put 3 times lolx le, but of cos he dun understand lar.. Den i delete his msg.. Well.. nv heart pain lehz.. Strange.. My feeling hav die le.. Haiz.. Panda eyes gone darker n darker le, lolx.. No 1 wan me le lar.. N last nite i hav tink clearly le.. I dun wan to gone into relationship.. But also no 1 wan me mahz.. So if anyone wan me tis ugly ger, den i will decide to gone into relationship or not.. Coz from now onwards i wun so easily fall in love le.. I tink i really quite different from last time le, i mean in love.. Coz actually got a guy treat me quite gd, but i nv touch by him de lo.. So i believe now, i understood everything, i wun hav e same mistake le.. lolx.. Cousin, not becoz of u, is becoz of myself.. U dun tink too much k.. Everything will be fine, let nature take its course..

written at 11:24 AM | back to top

Wat to write nehx? I tink i cant slp tonite liao.. I goin to write abt him coz becoz of him.. I guess u will read it ba, but i truly write abt wat i wan to write lo.. Haiz.. Actually i wan to slp early today de, coz everyday so late slp, at least 1 day slp early mahz, den today i surf net 4 v long le so i decided not to come in at nite liao den tmr goin out wif Liping so slp early lo but my mum kept chatting wif me, so i nv slp.. Den he msg me gd nite cousin, slp early.... Den i reply "my mum n i saying abt u, den receive ur msg le...." Den he reply wat we tokin abt.... Den i reply is sceret..... Den he reply since is sceret dun ask further..n he say he v v tired le wan to slp... Den after abt half hrs ba, he msg me say wanna tell me something, but scare hurt me n scare affect our cousin relationship, dun wanna be misunderstand.... If my mum not around, i sure cry liao, but my mum beside me, i cant... Den i started to stomach pain.. ha.. Now my mum not around, i can see she notice me.. But i try to act as if nth happen, i cant tell her, coz... Long story i cant say it here! Now shld i cry or shld i not? I trying to be Yong Gan, Jian Qiang.. But How? My heart r shatter coz i tink i fall in love again.. But y? I always tell myself he only my cousin, i cant lyk him, i dun lyk him.. I only lyk Bobby.. but i still fall le.. How silly am i.. Now hurt my own self.. I noe u r reading.. But i cant dun say out my true feeling.. But dun worry, after crying i will be ok, n wun affect our cousin relationship ok.. Be normal lo, act as if nth happen.. lolx.. Haiz.. I'm always hurtger, nv i can change my nick.. 1 yr i dunno can hurt how many times sia.. Tired of it.. Ya hohz, y shld i say my heart shattered, my no more heart already.. My heart have been break earlier liao.. I really used to it to be hurt le.. Y i am born here? I cant help my mum to earn lots of money, but add to her more problem, i always get hurt, i so stupid, so useless.. Y i so useless still live in tis world? I always tink to ended my life, but tat's silly.. Ppl always say die cant slove problem, but Ppl always say "Chang Tong Bu Ru Duan Tong" <-understand? So wat is the solution? lolx.. haiz.. Wat shld say now? Dunno how to face him?? Lyk tat face lo.. lolx.. I still can laugh man, my laughing is crying.. haha.. Actually i got a lot to say but i'm tired.. I mean i'm tired of saying LOVE... But now i tinkin how to tell my mum.. Haha.. Cousin, u wun noe de, i wun tell u.. lolx.. Dun worry, i'm okiex.. Really.. Remember i a Yong Gan n Jian Qiang ger, if not i wun live till now.. heex.. Cousin 4ever.. haiz.. still got thing to tell u, y u wan to send all those stuff.. i tink u understand wat i say rite.. Actually i juz wanna send u Cousin 4ever de, but see u send, den i send de.. Den u noe i fall....... haiz.. hehe.. U shld be happy lo, i noe u understand wat i saying de.. coz i noe u r clever.. tc.. nitex.. hurtger 4ever (i actually reject some guys, i dun wan in relationship, i dun wan ppl to intro guy to me coz i not interested, i juz love him so.. i mean bobby.. i noe is stupid to be wait 4 him.. Is been 3 n a half yrs le, i will still continue.. Even if he dun lyk me, i will continue to wait, wait till he msg me..)

written at 1:41 AM | back to top

Sianz lehz.. Wat a blue blue day.. My fren, Siew Yue ytd say today wan to go out pierce ear de, now say dun wan le, say today not a gd day bla bla bla, say either sunday or monday den go.. Sianz.. Den hai wo wake up so early, den now got a bit headache sia.. Den wonder shld go out wif Liping or not, but i tink no need le ba.. Sorry Liping, i always say cant go out wif u.. haiz.. Sorry.. Tink dun wan go out le lar, headache.. haiz.. Suey, today is my blue day lo.. For other ppl is gd day ba, coz today for many ppl is holiday mahz, sure go out walk walk de, having fun.. I tink now outside of my hse is got a lot of ppl outside.. I'm feel lyk i am the frog in the well sia.. Cant see e outside of the world.. lolx.. BORE.. Bore.. bore.. Haiz.. Miss him lehz.. HOW? How to cure huh.. lolx.. I dun tink can see him le lehz, he so bz.. Dunno during his birthday can see him mahz, his birthday goin to reach soon wor.. 17 April.. hehe.. Dunno wat to gif? Wanna gif him surprise lo.. No is more than surprise.. lolx.. Sianz.. k lar, end here.. Hav a nice day everyone!! =)

written at 12:10 PM | back to top

I hav read Siewling blog, so i write my blog again.. heex.. SAD.. Sad.. sad.. Wat happen to 4 of us? Split? Haiz.. NOPE! Nope! nope! I can granrateen no.. coz we still stay in contact mahz.. But of cos not lyk last time used to joke, laugh etc.. Miss the old daez.. I really miss a lot.. During Sec sch i say miss Pri sch, during ITE i say miss Sec sch.. I tink now goin to Higher Nitec i wun say miss Nitec coz not tat happy but of cos got miss wif 'Wanting, Siew Yue & Josephine' chatting, playing etc.. lolx.. Haiz.. Now all i can tink of is Sec sch life.. I miss everything there, e memory, even though got sad things happen lar.. haiz.. Long story in Sec sch.. Of cos i wun 4getting in Pri sch life too! Miss my Pri sch fren, all lost contact liao.. Hope could found back them..

Haiz.. back to 4 of us? wat happen lehz.. Dunno lehz.. Really bz ba.. But i not bz lo.. I really not bz lo.. U see.. Liping Mon-Fri still got schooling mahz.. Siewling i not tat sure, but i can see she got meet Randy now n den.. Mayb she need to acc her Grandma ba.. Shimin not tat sure too, but can see tat she goin out wif her buddy n muz work ba.. As for me? I juz slacking at home.. I noe Liping sometimes ask me out on Fri but i sometimes lazy or need to help out my mum lo.. But other times really free till siao.. E.g 7 days, free 5 days de.. haiz.. Juz tat muz gif me times make decision whether wan to go out or not lo.. haiz.. We haben lost in contact, sure can meet up 1 day de.. So dun worry, be happy guys.. We r 4ever fren k.. Cheer up buddies! haiz..

To Shimin i noe u r very sad abt him, dun sad, dun sad.. Let nature take its course, is wat i can say.. Anything tell out to ur buddies, will let u feel betta lo.. Most impt muz be happy, cheerful makes u adorable.. heex.

To Siewling i noe u very stress, dun stress, dun stress.. 1 step by 1 step.. I always be there 4 u.. Anything dun be afraid of disturb me or wat lo.. I damn free, no actually damn kpo.. lolx.. Go to e way u wan.. Stay focus.. Tink clearly.. Which way u wan? Which is betta 4 u.. I will support u de k.. Most impt muz be happy, cheerful makes u prettier.. heex..

To all fren, i might be a lousy couselling ppl, but i always will be a gd listener de.. I'm always ready for u all lo.. Anything do tell me, coz telling out to sum1 u will feel betta, not to kept inside ur heart, tat makes u more miserable.. I noe u all should noe, so i wun say much.. Juz wanna say, if no 1 to turn to, juz turn to me.. Most impt Take gd care of urself, be happy dun worry k..

written at 2:18 PM | back to top

lolx.. is 1:11pm le lehz.. i still yawnz.. coz tell u all 1 thing! Shh! Dun tell any1 hohz, dun laugh hohz.. I juz wake up.. lolx.. Pig rite? Last nite abt 2+ slp ba.. Den tis morning 8+ wake up cant slp back, den 9+ den slp, slp until now lo.. Anything wrong? lolx.. Sianz.. Previous wk no 1 ask me out got lar, beside Adeline.. Den tis wk.. E.g ytd Adeline ask me out.. Liping at 1st ask me out on Sat, i say see 1st.. Den she change to Fri, i say see 1st.. Den juz now Siewling msg me say, Liping ask Sun free or not.. Den i say i tink free ba, see 1st.. Lolx.. I cant make up my decision de.. Today actually Adeline ask me out, but i lazy lo, wanna rest, but i got say see 1st.. She also got ask me out on Friday, say wanna go Sentosa, i say dunno, dun wan ba.. Coz she wif her fren i dunno de lehz.. Den Fri actually goin to my cousin hse de lo, since he so so bz, den i ask my mum dun go lo, dun disturb him, wait my sis kept playing wif him, he no mood how.. rite? Den Monday Siew Yue ask me out ba, coz she say Mon is a gd day den wat wat wat.. haha.. Dunno wat she say ytd at MSN, say wan to call me, haben call me.. Den now Siewling lyk say all cancel, nv go out liao.. Sianz.. No event liao.. Sob sob.. heex.. Hope got ppl date me out lo, but e stupid adults fare.. haiz.. K lo.. End Here! Hav a WONDERFUL day!! tc..

written at 1:28 PM | back to top

lolx.. i dunno wat to put 4 my title.. kekez.. Urgh.. y suddenly feel so miss him? He juz offline lo.. I miss him, miss his voice.. lolx.. Really wor.. Feel so bore w/o him.. Die le lar, wat happen to me? Y inside my heart so miss him, my mind filled wif him! Urgh.. Juz now we chat very long in MSN.. hehe.. Den he use audio, to chat wif me.. He got mic to chat wif me, but i no mic to chat wif him.. I gonna go buy mic le.. lolx.. Den juz now he toking lo, i use type to reply him lo.. lolx.. Urgh.. dare to say me type so slow, i type v fast le lo wor.. Stupid pig say me.. lolx.. Coz u use tok de of cos v fast, i use type de of cos slow.. hehe.. sianz.. now really really very bore w/o him.. Wanna find fren chat, all fren not in.. Sianz.. sianz.. sianz.. I tink i betta go slp, but cant slp lehz.. Hear his 'Sweet Voices' cant slp.. wahahaha.. K lo, g2 offline ba, online v long le lehz.. Hear too much of his voice liao.. tata! Nitex!

written at 11:58 PM | back to top

Tired sia.. Juz reach home lo.. Juz now go out wif Adeline & her fren, her fren look lyk my Secondary School clsmate.. heex.. Not bad, lucky nv left me alone.. Tot they noe each other will tok n tok left me alone.. haha.. Urgh.. Last mins she say she nv bring March Teens Issue tat page i wan.. She say her bro takes, next wk den post me.. Aiyo, hope she really does.. Tat page impt to me lo.. As b4 tis i got say mahz.. heex.. If she cant gif me, i reject her dun go out le.. But after goin out not bad lo, can go out but a bit tired lo.. Again! Wait at Orchard.. But Adeline reach le, but suey sia.. Cant find her, den again got donation, i reject a lot le lehz.. Den at last i donate for a guy lo.. haha.. $5 lehz.. haiz.. Hope do a gd deed, hope to hav gd luck.. heex.. Den meet them le go Heeren Mini Toons interview, wow still got a table outside sia.. For interview de.. Quite a lot of ppl go interview.. But hohz.. They wan can work long term de, me cannot lo, July gonna sch reopen le.. hehe.. Den after tat go Bugis interview for ladies boutique.. Den go KFC eat, eat le go walk walk den go home lo.. Walk so long sia, very tired le.. haiz.. Hehe.. I wanna say abt him lar->(my cousin lo) haha.. eh.. dun dare to say wor.. He got read my story de lehz.. aiyo.. paiseh sia.. Tis morning he msg me say he seldom msg me bcoz he bz, got 2 project, 3 ca, 2mths later got exam muz study to get GPA 3.5.. Aiyo, y didn't he tell me early, so i wun tink too much.. Sorry lehz, Jav! heex.. I mistaken u, but i noe u bz lar, so i nv msg u, scare i disturb u.. Anything u muz tell me mahz.. I understand de.. N i been through all tis cant msg n go out wan to get top result, hehe.. finally get full GPA lehz.. Triple A lo.. haha.. Phew.. After tis gonna carry on Higher Nitec le, scare scare sia, muz work damn hard le.. Ya hohz.. saying abt him.. den lyk tat lo.. hehe.. Urgh.. gonna miss him liao, cant disturb him, cant chat wif him le, will miss him de lehz.. hehe.. Den juz now at train he msg me, den he ask me nv online? Den i'm outside mahz, but on the way go home le, den i rush back home juz to chat wif him, even awhile also nvm.. hehe.. K lar, stop here ba.. tata.. Gonna watch tv..

written at 9:21 PM | back to top

Hehe.. Online again, coz see still got time.. Coz i sudd remember i 4get to say 1 thing.. 4get to say tat time my ex (YA) say thankx to me.. I was shock sia.. Question Mark, Question Mark, y he say thankx to me?? Den he say he saw the msg on 'March Teens Issue' Den i blur blur.. Oh, welcome welcome! Coz actually i 4get i got write msg to Teens liao, i tink kinda long liao lehz.. Den me got bad memories lar.. haha.. Den i 4get wat i write.. I didn't brought March Teens Issue lehz, coz i see, i tink nth to see de, dun waste money buy, i normally see e cover page n poster den i buy.. haha.. But aiyah too bad i nv brought.. Now i begging my fren to at least tear tat msg page gif me, she say photocopy for me, den i say ok lo, betta den dun hav.. Coz i wan to see n keep for memories lo.. haiz.. K lar, tat's all i wan to say.. If anything i update again.. hehe..

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Yawnx.. Tired sia, haben slp enuf wor.. hehe.. I pig rite? Nvm.. Pig, pig lo.. Pig v cute de.. Hehe.. I lyk pig a lot.. lolx.. Sianz.. Again.. Siewling tell me her sis also use tis skin.. Urgh.. I really surrender liao, tired of changing le.. It need to takes a lot of times sia.. I goin to become panda le lar.. I everyday n almost 24 hrs online lehz.. But only free when comes to nite, den free to quietly do my blog.. Everday 2am slp, sob sob.. dun wan hav panda eyes lehz.. I surrender le, dun wan to change liao wor.. But i will change next next next next time ba.. haha.. See if i damn free n mood v gd 1st lo.. Now really sianz liao lazy to change.. N i lyk tis skin v much too.. So, sorry hohz.. if i same wif anyone.. K lar, end here.. Later goin to go out wif Adeline.. tata!!

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Phew.. my blog finally DONE! wahahaha.. Hope cant find any fren same wif me le lo.. Coz i look for many skins le lehz.. Finally found tis, kinda nice, i lyk it.. Den i search here n dere den do tis n tat to make it nice nice le lehz.. To me nice le hohz.. I noe not tat nice actually.. haha.. Tired! Tired! Tired! Everyday stick to e comp lehz.. Eyes haben rest yet.. Urgh.. Now finally done, i tink i not tat often to online le.. heex.. Den juz now teaching my fren to do blog wor.. N here wanna thankx to my Buddy-Siewling! Is she teach me how to sign up lo.. hehe.. K lar, feel free come visit my blog hohz.. Den leave a tag there pls.. if not there will be very cold... wahahaha.. K lar, end here wor.. When got story den update yeah.. Tc everyone!! muack.. kekez..

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Hehe.. I msg him liao (my cousin lo), my mum lar kept nagging at me say nv care abt him, wait is he angry wif me etc.. So i decided to msg him lo.. Juz now msg him, he reply say coz a lot of hmwork/project etc things to do lo.. I trust him ba.. heex.. Den so everything slove le ba.. hehe.. But he tat time say March holiday will ask me out de, i tink either he 4get or now got so many things to do act as he nv say b4 le ba.. haiz.. Nvm lar, as long as if he nv lie to me.. Sch reopen can everyday see him le mahz.. wahahaha.. Sianz.. My blog still underconstrution hohz.. Pls wait, coz i do things kinda slow de lar, dunno how to do mahz, kept figure out, wanna do nice nice, den dun dare to ask my fren, dun wan ma fan them mahz.. hehe.. K lar, i gonna offline slp le, recently very late slp lo, goin to bcome panda le lar.. tata! Nitex everyone.. hohoho!!

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Signz.. He delete my no le.. He? hehe.. My last ex Yong An.. Feel kinda sad lo.. On Valentine day, i got sms him, he got reply thankx u, n wish me to de.. But juz now i sms him chinese text msg to him, he reply who r u.. Feeling hurt tat he delete my no le.. Actually dun wan reply de, but dunno y hand wan to reply him lo.. haiz.. den he nv reply le lehz.. haiz.. But Fri afternoon he auto chat wif me wor.. I shock tio lo.. He say "hello" to me wor.. den we chat lo, lyk a bit lyk last time.. Esp he used to say "pat ur head".. haiz.. Let me tink of e past.. Den he say he wan to watch movies mahz.. Den i n him same offline, den after tat at nite i online again, awhile later he also online.. I ask him watch wat movies, he reply nv watch, den i nv say anything le, he also nv say anything le.. haiz.. Ytd n today got saw him online but he nv chat wif me lehz.. sobz.. I tot i can put down, but i cant, but i tink i can lar, gif me some more times.. Heex.. Jia you to myself!! I very stress now lehz, wif my cousin thing thing lo.. haha.. How to say nen? Lazy to say sia.. Short cut, short cut lar hohz.. hehe.. Eh.. I got a long lost aunt lo, den Jan found back her lo, den on Chinese New Year den i finally met them.. I got 2 new cousin, 1 is older than me 1yr, 1 is younger than me 3yrs.. B4 CNY we got sms chat le.. Den on CNY tat day, we both v paiseh, dun dare to tok.. On 3rd day of CNY, we go their hse lo, his hse kinda big sia, quite rich lo.. Aiyah tis all no need to say lar, skip skip skip.. haha.. Den 1 day by 1 day we getting closer n closer lo.. We both sms "miss ya", "love ya", "hug n kisses 4 u" etc lo.. Lyk stead rite? My mum also tot.. But on Valentine tat day, he say he brought a gift n gif to a ger he lyk, he say mayb soon goin to be together le.. After since we getting close, he nv mention to me tat ger le.. Den on few wks b4, my mum, sis n me go his hse.. Den i was sitin on e living room mahz, den he playing wif my sis in e room, his hp left on floor, i pick it up n see, saw a ger foto den put "miss her a lot" I tink is tat ger he mention tat ger ba.. But he say i miss u to me? Den now put miss her a lot? Wat is tis mean? Can sum1 tell me.. Actually i was trying v hard to kept inside my heart, act as i nv seen b4.. But i tink is 1wk later i msg him ask him, den he reply bla bla bla.. haha.. I a bit 4get liao, juz rememeber he nv answer abt tat ger thing, he juz ans actually u r e most impt to me etc lar.. dunno le.. I still dun understand lo, coz he nv say clearly, he nv explain to me.. I got a lot of ques.. Is he two-timer? Does he lyk me? If he lyk me, den how abt tat ger? If he dun lyk me, y did he say all those sweet words to me? Urgh.. confusing.. Is been 4 days we nv sms chat le, we everyday got sms de, coz we say is a habit le.. He say he cant dun sms me de, but y 4 days nv sms me le.. I been waiting 4 him.. Kept looking at my fone, always online.. He nv sms me, he nv online, on Fri he did online but we chat a few lines not much, he say he wan to slp le, i tot he v late slp de mahz, if he tired i nth to say lo.. haiz.. Now i dunno how to face him le, but i really getting to miss him le, want to see him.. Not sure tmr my mum got go his hse mahz, shld i go or shld not go? I also not sure my feeling 4 him actually, coz i tot he lyk tat ger, so dun put on feeling 4 him, kept deny myself i dun lyk him, but actually i always tot ya really i dun lyk him wat.. But wrong, y i ll jealous n sad when i c his fone got tat ger foto put miss her a lot.. y i ll miss him.. y i ll call him pig.. normally i got tat guy pig means i lyk him.. Izzit i really lyk him? haiz.. Stop stop stop.. Dun say le, i sickening of L.O.V.E! Let nature take its course ba..

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Hmm.. Well well.. wat to write nen?? Question Mark Question Mark.. haha.. Tired lo.. Stuck to e comp v long liao.. Coz kept editing blog, no time to do other thing sia.. Den My fren Adeline, ask me out a few times le, paiseh to reject her again, so i agree to go out wif her lo.. Den today go out, she kept saying wan to intro Nicholas to me.. But i say dun wan de, den she ask him to go out also.. N she also ask Ben to go out.. But at e very last mins, she say her stead goin.. I normally dun lyk to go out wif couple de, no choice on e way liao.. Den we meet at Orchard lo.. I reach le, wait at e Control Station outside, got abt 6 ppl ask for donation liao, i kept reject coz is gers but got a guy, he look kinda cute de, he let me tink of Wilson sia.. haiz.. Den actually wan to donate for him de but too bad $5 lehz.. haiz.. I v selfish hohz.. K lar, next time i try to donate lo.. I'm sure i will k.. heex.. Den realise Adeline also dunno tat Nicholas look actually.. Aiyo, den meet out.. haha.. =x Den she neglect me lo, kept sticking wif her stead lo, den i alone got tat Nicholas but i dun lyk.. Den i finding excuse to go home lo.. Den finally can go home le.. wahahaha.. blehx.. Den reach home switch on comp again, n do my blog.. Urgh.. Haben finish doin my blog hohz, to be continue de.. Urgh wat happen to my cousin sia.. Nv online, nv msg me.. Really izzit, he really got a ger he lyk? Dunno wat he tinking, hmpf dun msg him, let him auto msg me, if he 1wk+ le dun msg me, i tink i not to care abt him le.. He goes on wif his life w/o me, n i goes on wif my life w/o him.. Lyk b4 we didn't noe each other lo.. sob.. heex.. I muz be "Yong gan" I muz be "Jian Qiang" N hohz.. i haben say le, Bobby reply me le, i'm so happy sia, but he sms me 2 msg only after tat he nv reply me le, den i also dun dare to msg him.. haiz.. Dun hav e courage.. But i still will carry on waiting for his msg de, no matter wat.. No matter wat.. I'm still Love him, no 1 can ever replace him in my heart, my one and only one wor.. Love him always.. K lar, end here.. I'm tired wanna let my eyes rest le, write again tmr..

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NaMe : EvOn ChAnG Yi WeN
BiRtHdAy : 24 May 1987

HoRoScoPe : GeMiNi

ScHo0l : First Toa Payoh Primary Scool
Beatty Secondary
Bishan ITE (Nitec)
Bishan ITE (Higher Nitec)
Temasek Poly (AY2007/2008)
Temasek Poly (AY2008/2009)
Temasek Poly (AY2009/2010)

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