written at 9:57 AM | back to top

Friday is RI exam but i couldnt concentrate, i dont know what am i studying.. omg omg..
Say wanted to start early end up Monday then start study.. but Monday i was slacking still.. Watch tv then turn on mp3 all on Korean song, my sister and i addicted to singing Korean song.. lols.. They are influence by me.. Recently i'm so addicted on everything about Korean.. Then this week 8pm got show to watch, cant stop me from watching tv.. Monday i watched save the stall, Tuesday i watched on the beat and just now watch 'yi dian xing si' got Dai Yang Tian.. lalala~ Monday nite i still watched Star King @ youtube, i cant resist from watching Star King coz the guest was Super Junior.. lalala~ ok now i go mugging mugging mugging.. head to study.. bb

written at 6:12 AM | back to top

Spend 1hrs+ to do this.. hahaha.. Rewarding myself, trying to make myself feel better..

Everything has come to the end, my friend and i had no choice.. We been eliminate by our former group members, now we have to change to another group, the only group was the four guys which show no effort for their study and project. Therefore, my friend and i preparing to rely one another (she rely me, i rely her) Both us work together hoping to get D grade at least (of cos the higher the better) but no choice our standard is not good as others, so what to do.. Sighz.. i hoping to die man, but my lives still goes on, so no choice have to pull thru all obstacle. Sighz.. K, so i shall stop all the topic abt grouping thingy.. dont want to mention anymore, damn disappointed with it.. *world is cruel*

Btw, think i want to change blogs site already.. So any recommendation? Should i change to livejournal, wordpress? (which many ppl familiar with) or still got any other blogs site? i still got another blog which is wretch (usually taiwanese will used), but too bad wretch album got limited, once upload picture to the maximum cannot upload le lehz, unless have to upgrade, but i dunno how? should be need to pay or something.. Currently i make a new one is cyworld (basically for korean ppl) i created bcoz Super Junior members used it, but got two different one, one is korean version of coz most of them used it, one is in chinese version only Hankyung, Ryeowook, Donghae used it. Then i sign up coz can leave comment to SJ but realise only can enter chinese de, cannot go to korean one. arghhhh.. hard to explain anyway.. But actually i like the cyworld function, a lot of function but is in chinese so it takes a lot of time to understand, currently only know how to use some function.. *perhaps can consider use cyworld but some minor negative, so still considering.. hahaha..

Example for CY korean version (Donghae cyworld):


Example for CY chinese version (my cyworld):

* i keep figuring how to change the background, but dunno how.. argh!

written at 5:41 AM | back to top

Everything has come to an end..
We totally have no choice..
i cant and i dont want to blog it over here..

Now in my head got one angel, one devil.
Angel asking me not to give up and make a total change of myself from outer to inner.
Devil told me give up because is pointless to live.
i'm going bonkers ok, makes me so confusing..

为什么奇迹不要出现?
为什么王子不来救我?
为什么死神不来带我走?
为什么?

written at 10:26 PM | back to top

i want to be happy, i cant now..
i want to smile, i want to laugh but i cant now.
i need to talk to somebody, but who do i talk to? none..

my mind are blank
my soul are lost
my smile are gone
my smile are fake
my mood are down
my eyes are tears
my body is dead

please just take me away, just let me leave this world....

written at 8:10 AM | back to top

i'm soooo lost.. i want to be happy but i cant.. unless the grouping problem is solve if not i really totally have no mood. i'm know i'm in the wrong already but willing to change, but is still chances given? i guess not, people are...
i feeeel so empty, thinking of soul is being taken away already.. Why not the whole is gone is better..!

I NEED THERAPY!! recently awhile eat a lot, awhile can whole day nv eat. dunno my body system goes wrong.. but still become fatter recently.. i want to slim down!! Currently found a online spree i'm interested in and i order 5 item cost me around $75. omg! i need more money money. *headache*

written at 3:04 AM | back to top

just now cried and cried until fall aslp.. i tot after sleeping i'm not in this world anymore.. wth.. still around.. i think i would be giving up study very soon, after this semester.. i'm so tired already.. Think rather go work earn money to support the family and give it the best to my sister, provide them with best education dont follow my step.. lol.. yay thats the way..

我不需要什么幸运神了。。
现在需要的是死神！
死神你听见了吗?

带我走吧。。
我知道想死的念头是笨的。。
哈哈哈。。但我也没勇气死 (我是说例如:跳楼，自杀，吃死药诸如此类的。。)
就让死神带我走吧，不用花费自己的力气去死。。

死神你听见了吗?
我已经没有遗憾了。。
在这世界上我也只是个废物阿。。

如果你要人类的性命，就拿我的换好了。。
好人总是离开，就拿我的性命和好人换好了。。
就让我临死前做一件好事吧。。
唉呀，反正我在这世界上一点用处都没有阿。。
在家里，是家里的负担。。
在学校，是学校的笨蛋。。
总而言之是个废物！！

死神你听见了吗?
就立刻吧。。 带我走。。

written at 5:17 AM | back to top

我不需要什么幸运神了。。
现在需要的是死神！
死神你听见了吗?

written at 2:17 AM | back to top

i smell something rat in my group..
something gonna bad happen..
what have eventuall happen? dunno..
why cant everybody just sit down and then talk, but everyone want to do things secretly..
haiz..
feel like dying any moment..

I'M TOTALLY TOTALLY FEEL SO LOST NOW!!!!

written at 1:09 AM | back to top

written at 9:32 AM | back to top

i'm so nervous for tomorrow presentation..
and i am very upset with the unhappiness within our class..
wanted to blog but rather concentrate on memorizing what i have to present tomorrow coz we are not allowed to have cue cards. super nervous ok, some more the tutor is the one i fear among all the tutor and additionally present to the whole class and perhaps Course Manager will also be pop by to listen to our class presentation.. omg omg omg!! i think i tomorrow will screw up!! hope not, praying hard.......

written at 8:17 AM | back to top

ShimShimTapa (korean radio station) host by Shindong & Shinyoung and the guest was Ryeowook (SJ)& Jonghyun (SHINee) & Jessica (SNSD).


hahaha.. Sungmin passby.. Sungmin did a saranghaeyo sign to them, so cute. woo.. the guy beside him also cute but not too sure is who (izzit Kim Jungmo from Trax? correct me if i'm wrong) (i dunno much on korean star), i think they heading to record on 'oppa band', yah.. thats why they met.. hee..

ShimShimTapa (30/07/09) Part 1/7
wookie so cute he trying to follow the beat and when he notice the cam caught him, he cover his face, the shy expression from him was so cute. Additionally i like Jonghyun & Jessica duet nice song, nice vocal.

ShimShimTapa (30/07/09) Part 5/7
Ryeowook solo live. *nice & cute*

ShimShimTapa (30/07/09) Part 7/7
ending part.. i just select 3 only because there is total of 7, too much to post over here.. hahaha.. check it out at youtube k.. Moreover is rawwww one, no eng sub yet.. so yah.. i eventuall watch it without eng sub w0rx, totally dont understand what are they saying but just looking at wookie i'm happy! hee..

i watch SJ video watch until nth to watch le.. hahaha.. trying to catch some old video of SJ, i even watch Attack on pin up boys ytd (which was 2 yrs ago).. lols.. Now totally no show to watch le.. Even MFBBT had ended, that time they ended which open new MFBBT but after that regain old MFBBT, but now really really ended.. Sighz.. Andy-ge bluff sia said MFBBT will be forever 1000epi, 2000epi, 3000epi and so on.. but now ended so soon.. K lar, shall end here.. coming week is project and presentation week!! thats all~

written at 6:58 AM | back to top

written at 9:57 AM | back to top

Friday is RI exam but i couldnt concentrate, i dont know what am i studying.. omg omg..
Say wanted to start early end up Monday then start study.. but Monday i was slacking still.. Watch tv then turn on mp3 all on Korean song, my sister and i addicted to singing Korean song.. lols.. They are influence by me.. Recently i'm so addicted on everything about Korean.. Then this week 8pm got show to watch, cant stop me from watching tv.. Monday i watched save the stall, Tuesday i watched on the beat and just now watch 'yi dian xing si' got Dai Yang Tian.. lalala~ Monday nite i still watched Star King @ youtube, i cant resist from watching Star King coz the guest was Super Junior.. lalala~ ok now i go mugging mugging mugging.. head to study.. bb

written at 6:12 AM | back to top

Spend 1hrs+ to do this.. hahaha.. Rewarding myself, trying to make myself feel better..

Everything has come to the end, my friend and i had no choice.. We been eliminate by our former group members, now we have to change to another group, the only group was the four guys which show no effort for their study and project. Therefore, my friend and i preparing to rely one another (she rely me, i rely her) Both us work together hoping to get D grade at least (of cos the higher the better) but no choice our standard is not good as others, so what to do.. Sighz.. i hoping to die man, but my lives still goes on, so no choice have to pull thru all obstacle. Sighz.. K, so i shall stop all the topic abt grouping thingy.. dont want to mention anymore, damn disappointed with it.. *world is cruel*

Btw, think i want to change blogs site already.. So any recommendation? Should i change to livejournal, wordpress? (which many ppl familiar with) or still got any other blogs site? i still got another blog which is wretch (usually taiwanese will used), but too bad wretch album got limited, once upload picture to the maximum cannot upload le lehz, unless have to upgrade, but i dunno how? should be need to pay or something.. Currently i make a new one is cyworld (basically for korean ppl) i created bcoz Super Junior members used it, but got two different one, one is korean version of coz most of them used it, one is in chinese version only Hankyung, Ryeowook, Donghae used it. Then i sign up coz can leave comment to SJ but realise only can enter chinese de, cannot go to korean one. arghhhh.. hard to explain anyway.. But actually i like the cyworld function, a lot of function but is in chinese so it takes a lot of time to understand, currently only know how to use some function.. *perhaps can consider use cyworld but some minor negative, so still considering.. hahaha..

Example for CY korean version (Donghae cyworld):


Example for CY chinese version (my cyworld):

* i keep figuring how to change the background, but dunno how.. argh!

written at 5:41 AM | back to top

Everything has come to an end..
We totally have no choice..
i cant and i dont want to blog it over here..

Now in my head got one angel, one devil.
Angel asking me not to give up and make a total change of myself from outer to inner.
Devil told me give up because is pointless to live.
i'm going bonkers ok, makes me so confusing..

为什么奇迹不要出现?
为什么王子不来救我?
为什么死神不来带我走?
为什么?

written at 10:26 PM | back to top

i want to be happy, i cant now..
i want to smile, i want to laugh but i cant now.
i need to talk to somebody, but who do i talk to? none..

my mind are blank
my soul are lost
my smile are gone
my smile are fake
my mood are down
my eyes are tears
my body is dead

please just take me away, just let me leave this world....

written at 8:10 AM | back to top

i'm soooo lost.. i want to be happy but i cant.. unless the grouping problem is solve if not i really totally have no mood. i'm know i'm in the wrong already but willing to change, but is still chances given? i guess not, people are...
i feeeel so empty, thinking of soul is being taken away already.. Why not the whole is gone is better..!

I NEED THERAPY!! recently awhile eat a lot, awhile can whole day nv eat. dunno my body system goes wrong.. but still become fatter recently.. i want to slim down!! Currently found a online spree i'm interested in and i order 5 item cost me around $75. omg! i need more money money. *headache*

written at 3:04 AM | back to top

just now cried and cried until fall aslp.. i tot after sleeping i'm not in this world anymore.. wth.. still around.. i think i would be giving up study very soon, after this semester.. i'm so tired already.. Think rather go work earn money to support the family and give it the best to my sister, provide them with best education dont follow my step.. lol.. yay thats the way..

我不需要什么幸运神了。。
现在需要的是死神！
死神你听见了吗?

带我走吧。。
我知道想死的念头是笨的。。
哈哈哈。。但我也没勇气死 (我是说例如:跳楼，自杀，吃死药诸如此类的。。)
就让死神带我走吧，不用花费自己的力气去死。。

死神你听见了吗?
我已经没有遗憾了。。
在这世界上我也只是个废物阿。。

如果你要人类的性命，就拿我的换好了。。
好人总是离开，就拿我的性命和好人换好了。。
就让我临死前做一件好事吧。。
唉呀，反正我在这世界上一点用处都没有阿。。
在家里，是家里的负担。。
在学校，是学校的笨蛋。。
总而言之是个废物！！

死神你听见了吗?
就立刻吧。。 带我走。。

written at 5:17 AM | back to top

我不需要什么幸运神了。。
现在需要的是死神！
死神你听见了吗?

written at 2:17 AM | back to top

i smell something rat in my group..
something gonna bad happen..
what have eventuall happen? dunno..
why cant everybody just sit down and then talk, but everyone want to do things secretly..
haiz..
feel like dying any moment..

I'M TOTALLY TOTALLY FEEL SO LOST NOW!!!!

written at 1:09 AM | back to top

written at 9:32 AM | back to top

i'm so nervous for tomorrow presentation..
and i am very upset with the unhappiness within our class..
wanted to blog but rather concentrate on memorizing what i have to present tomorrow coz we are not allowed to have cue cards. super nervous ok, some more the tutor is the one i fear among all the tutor and additionally present to the whole class and perhaps Course Manager will also be pop by to listen to our class presentation.. omg omg omg!! i think i tomorrow will screw up!! hope not, praying hard.......

written at 8:17 AM | back to top

ShimShimTapa (korean radio station) host by Shindong & Shinyoung and the guest was Ryeowook (SJ)& Jonghyun (SHINee) & Jessica (SNSD).


hahaha.. Sungmin passby.. Sungmin did a saranghaeyo sign to them, so cute. woo.. the guy beside him also cute but not too sure is who (izzit Kim Jungmo from Trax? correct me if i'm wrong) (i dunno much on korean star), i think they heading to record on 'oppa band', yah.. thats why they met.. hee..

ShimShimTapa (30/07/09) Part 1/7
wookie so cute he trying to follow the beat and when he notice the cam caught him, he cover his face, the shy expression from him was so cute. Additionally i like Jonghyun & Jessica duet nice song, nice vocal.

ShimShimTapa (30/07/09) Part 5/7
Ryeowook solo live. *nice & cute*

ShimShimTapa (30/07/09) Part 7/7
ending part.. i just select 3 only because there is total of 7, too much to post over here.. hahaha.. check it out at youtube k.. Moreover is rawwww one, no eng sub yet.. so yah.. i eventuall watch it without eng sub w0rx, totally dont understand what are they saying but just looking at wookie i'm happy! hee..

i watch SJ video watch until nth to watch le.. hahaha.. trying to catch some old video of SJ, i even watch Attack on pin up boys ytd (which was 2 yrs ago).. lols.. Now totally no show to watch le.. Even MFBBT had ended, that time they ended which open new MFBBT but after that regain old MFBBT, but now really really ended.. Sighz.. Andy-ge bluff sia said MFBBT will be forever 1000epi, 2000epi, 3000epi and so on.. but now ended so soon.. K lar, shall end here.. coming week is project and presentation week!! thats all~

written at 6:58 AM | back to top

NaMe : EvOn ChAnG Yi WeN
BiRtHdAy : 24 May 1987

HoRoScoPe : GeMiNi

ScHo0l : First Toa Payoh Primary Scool
Beatty Secondary
Bishan ITE (Nitec)
Bishan ITE (Higher Nitec)
Temasek Poly (AY2007/2008)
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