x Hate Myself x
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Argh.. Crazii liao.. Hate iit man.. Moii depression will come anytiime de.. Juz now lo, actually mood ok ok de, prepare to go out le.. When ii step out of moii hse, start depression, stress, mind filled fully but den dunno watz iin moii mind.. Kiinda stress up.. Moii mum waiit for mii at aunt hse dere le, few blk away, den meet up, moii mum see mii say "tired dun go lo" den i say "ya dun feel lyk going" Den we discuss le, den nv go le lo.. sad.. I realli feel lyk going, but moii heart asked mii not to go, no mood.. Argh.. Coz i wan to buy something dere.. Moii mum say if today dun go, dun be able to get to go againx le, as she need to work non-stop le.. sobz sobz.. haiz.. But make up decision nv go le lo.. Sianz.. K lar, verii tired offline le.. tata!!