Blog ♥ profile ♥ Links ♥ Etceteras ♥ site ♥
About Me

Hello everyone out there! Whoever reading my blog, firstly thanks so much ya. hee.. I'm Evon currently study at Temasek Poly. Feel free to read my entries you will get to know more abt me, if wanna know more just go to the Profile link and check it out! Lastly, remember do tag me ok! Once again thanks, muackiies =P

Music Playlist

Disclaimer


This is my blog, my rules, my world. No ripping, spamming, or any type of childish acts.I ban those people.I need your respect when you're in my blog.Can't follow them? click the [x] mark above!

Tagboard



#Number of Visitor



Archives


-+ SaD*HuRtGeR 4EvEr +-
Saturday, March 26, 2005


Wat to write nehx? I tink i cant slp tonite liao.. I goin to write abt him coz becoz of him.. I guess u will read it ba, but i truly write abt wat i wan to write lo.. Haiz.. Actually i wan to slp early today de, coz everyday so late slp, at least 1 day slp early mahz, den today i surf net 4 v long le so i decided not to come in at nite liao den tmr goin out wif Liping so slp early lo but my mum kept chatting wif me, so i nv slp.. Den he msg me gd nite cousin, slp early.... Den i reply "my mum n i saying abt u, den receive ur msg le...." Den he reply wat we tokin abt.... Den i reply is sceret..... Den he reply since is sceret dun ask further..n he say he v v tired le wan to slp... Den after abt half hrs ba, he msg me say wanna tell me something, but scare hurt me n scare affect our cousin relationship, dun wanna be misunderstand.... If my mum not around, i sure cry liao, but my mum beside me, i cant... Den i started to stomach pain.. ha.. Now my mum not around, i can see she notice me.. But i try to act as if nth happen, i cant tell her, coz... Long story i cant say it here! Now shld i cry or shld i not? I trying to be Yong Gan, Jian Qiang.. But How? My heart r shatter coz i tink i fall in love again.. But y? I always tell myself he only my cousin, i cant lyk him, i dun lyk him.. I only lyk Bobby.. but i still fall le.. How silly am i.. Now hurt my own self.. I noe u r reading.. But i cant dun say out my true feeling.. But dun worry, after crying i will be ok, n wun affect our cousin relationship ok.. Be normal lo, act as if nth happen.. lolx.. Haiz.. I'm always hurtger, nv i can change my nick.. 1 yr i dunno can hurt how many times sia.. Tired of it.. Ya hohz, y shld i say my heart shattered, my no more heart already.. My heart have been break earlier liao.. I really used to it to be hurt le.. Y i am born here? I cant help my mum to earn lots of money, but add to her more problem, i always get hurt, i so stupid, so useless.. Y i so useless still live in tis world? I always tink to ended my life, but tat's silly.. Ppl always say die cant slove problem, but Ppl always say "Chang Tong Bu Ru Duan Tong" <-understand? So wat is the solution? lolx.. haiz.. Wat shld say now? Dunno how to face him?? Lyk tat face lo.. lolx.. I still can laugh man, my laughing is crying.. haha.. Actually i got a lot to say but i'm tired.. I mean i'm tired of saying LOVE... But now i tinkin how to tell my mum.. Haha.. Cousin, u wun noe de, i wun tell u.. lolx.. Dun worry, i'm okiex.. Really.. Remember i a Yong Gan n Jian Qiang ger, if not i wun live till now.. heex.. Cousin 4ever.. haiz.. still got thing to tell u, y u wan to send all those stuff.. i tink u understand wat i say rite.. Actually i juz wanna send u Cousin 4ever de, but see u send, den i send de.. Den u noe i fall....... haiz.. hehe.. U shld be happy lo, i noe u understand wat i saying de.. coz i noe u r clever.. tc.. nitex.. hurtger 4ever (i actually reject some guys, i dun wan in relationship, i dun wan ppl to intro guy to me coz i not interested, i juz love him so.. i mean bobby.. i noe is stupid to be wait 4 him.. Is been 3 n a half yrs le, i will still continue.. Even if he dun lyk me, i will continue to wait, wait till he msg me..)