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Saturday, March 26, 2005
Gd morning! Actually when i wake up, i feel nth le but hohz, my mind suddenly kept tinkin.. haiz.. wat to do lehz.. Shit de lehz, i 4get to switch off comp power sia, die le, i tink i muz cut off online liao.. So i gonna say bye my fren.. Lolx.. i can mahz, not really sure, i try lo.. My eyes got a bit swollen lehz.. Y, y i always deny i lyk him but end up crying 4 him.. So stupid, so silly am i.. lolx.. Last nite, after i finish write my previous blog, i see his msg, i reply him.. Den we started to sms a few msg, den each other ask each other to slp.. Actually i got soemthing in my mind, but i cant say here, i dun wanna let him noe.. haiz.. Crazy sia, my mum buy me a box is heart shape, candy heart shape container, chocolate heart shape container, ask me everything heart shape gif him? Lolx.. I always tell my mum "Wo meng fei qin fei gu" y shld i gif him, but he is my cousin how can i say tat.. lolx.. Anyway i tink i wun gif those thing liao.. lolx.. I gif myself eat betta.. lolx.. Y recently i lyk to put lolx huh.. As i say previously lolx means i am sad, but i was juz trying to be happy.. Last nite we msg, i put 3 times lolx le, but of cos he dun understand lar.. Den i delete his msg.. Well.. nv heart pain lehz.. Strange.. My feeling hav die le.. Haiz.. Panda eyes gone darker n darker le, lolx.. No 1 wan me le lar.. N last nite i hav tink clearly le.. I dun wan to gone into relationship.. But also no 1 wan me mahz.. So if anyone wan me tis ugly ger, den i will decide to gone into relationship or not.. Coz from now onwards i wun so easily fall in love le.. I tink i really quite different from last time le, i mean in love.. Coz actually got a guy treat me quite gd, but i nv touch by him de lo.. So i believe now, i understood everything, i wun hav e same mistake le.. lolx.. Cousin, not becoz of u, is becoz of myself.. U dun tink too much k.. Everything will be fine, let nature take its course..