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Sunday, March 20, 2005


Signz.. He delete my no le.. He? hehe.. My last ex Yong An.. Feel kinda sad lo.. On Valentine day, i got sms him, he got reply thankx u, n wish me to de.. But juz now i sms him chinese text msg to him, he reply who r u.. Feeling hurt tat he delete my no le.. Actually dun wan reply de, but dunno y hand wan to reply him lo.. haiz.. den he nv reply le lehz.. haiz.. But Fri afternoon he auto chat wif me wor.. I shock tio lo.. He say "hello" to me wor.. den we chat lo, lyk a bit lyk last time.. Esp he used to say "pat ur head".. haiz.. Let me tink of e past.. Den he say he wan to watch movies mahz.. Den i n him same offline, den after tat at nite i online again, awhile later he also online.. I ask him watch wat movies, he reply nv watch, den i nv say anything le, he also nv say anything le.. haiz.. Ytd n today got saw him online but he nv chat wif me lehz.. sobz.. I tot i can put down, but i cant, but i tink i can lar, gif me some more times.. Heex.. Jia you to myself!! I very stress now lehz, wif my cousin thing thing lo.. haha.. How to say nen? Lazy to say sia.. Short cut, short cut lar hohz.. hehe.. Eh.. I got a long lost aunt lo, den Jan found back her lo, den on Chinese New Year den i finally met them.. I got 2 new cousin, 1 is older than me 1yr, 1 is younger than me 3yrs.. B4 CNY we got sms chat le.. Den on CNY tat day, we both v paiseh, dun dare to tok.. On 3rd day of CNY, we go their hse lo, his hse kinda big sia, quite rich lo.. Aiyah tis all no need to say lar, skip skip skip.. haha.. Den 1 day by 1 day we getting closer n closer lo.. We both sms "miss ya", "love ya", "hug n kisses 4 u" etc lo.. Lyk stead rite? My mum also tot.. But on Valentine tat day, he say he brought a gift n gif to a ger he lyk, he say mayb soon goin to be together le.. After since we getting close, he nv mention to me tat ger le.. Den on few wks b4, my mum, sis n me go his hse.. Den i was sitin on e living room mahz, den he playing wif my sis in e room, his hp left on floor, i pick it up n see, saw a ger foto den put "miss her a lot" I tink is tat ger he mention tat ger ba.. But he say i miss u to me? Den now put miss her a lot? Wat is tis mean? Can sum1 tell me.. Actually i was trying v hard to kept inside my heart, act as i nv seen b4.. But i tink is 1wk later i msg him ask him, den he reply bla bla bla.. haha.. I a bit 4get liao, juz rememeber he nv answer abt tat ger thing, he juz ans actually u r e most impt to me etc lar.. dunno le.. I still dun understand lo, coz he nv say clearly, he nv explain to me.. I got a lot of ques.. Is he two-timer? Does he lyk me? If he lyk me, den how abt tat ger? If he dun lyk me, y did he say all those sweet words to me? Urgh.. confusing.. Is been 4 days we nv sms chat le, we everyday got sms de, coz we say is a habit le.. He say he cant dun sms me de, but y 4 days nv sms me le.. I been waiting 4 him.. Kept looking at my fone, always online.. He nv sms me, he nv online, on Fri he did online but we chat a few lines not much, he say he wan to slp le, i tot he v late slp de mahz, if he tired i nth to say lo.. haiz.. Now i dunno how to face him le, but i really getting to miss him le, want to see him.. Not sure tmr my mum got go his hse mahz, shld i go or shld not go? I also not sure my feeling 4 him actually, coz i tot he lyk tat ger, so dun put on feeling 4 him, kept deny myself i dun lyk him, but actually i always tot ya really i dun lyk him wat.. But wrong, y i ll jealous n sad when i c his fone got tat ger foto put miss her a lot.. y i ll miss him.. y i ll call him pig.. normally i got tat guy pig means i lyk him.. Izzit i really lyk him? haiz.. Stop stop stop.. Dun say le, i sickening of L.O.V.E! Let nature take its course ba..